Is anybody on here living or have lived in a girls hostel in an indian med school (doing mbbs) and is attracted to women? Or like just living in a girls hostel in general but ur attracted to women?
I wanna ask how do u feel? Its fcking lonely and all my frnds r lowke homophobic. And also, i feel like im an imposster or sum cos like obv we're living in a girls hostel cos girls n boys shudnt live tgt n shit n like im equivalent to a boy cos i like girls and that makes me feel like im doing wrong and it amkes me feel guilty. So anybody who feels me, pls share ur experiences n thoughts as well
Im actually so addicted to yaoi that its affecting my life. Like i failed my fcking exams cos i couldnt stay off yaoi. Also even if i had a good day i still stay up late reading yaoi and ruin the next day. The other day i went to one of my favourite bands concert and i loved it but guess what i still needed to read yaoi and i stayed up late reading yaoi again. It literally feels like an addiction bc i sometimes have a few days im like BL sober or sum and i feel like i can accomplish anything but then after a few days im back at it again, reading bl and if i dont read or watch yaoi during these times i like legit get depressed or sum wtf is wrong w me.
Writing this cos im higkenuinely addicted and im a fucking 20 yo in med school and im literally not studying at all whatsoever. Also ive been reading since i was like 12 or 13 yo and its tbh been affecting my school performance since then tho i was still able to do quite well in exams back then cos it was easier.
Please give me some suggestions or advice or just share whatever you want. Thanks!
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