I need help (literally)

So I spent the last 5 hours trying to find this god forsaken BL (manga or manhwa, I don't remember) that I regrettably forgot the title of and clicked out bcs I got freaked out... Now the only thing I could think of right is this GODDAMN PANEL of the uke bending over while his hole is filled with two dildos that the seme shoved in. THAT'S LITERALLY THE ONLY IMAGE IN MIND RIGHT. I'M GOING INSANE. IT'S TORTURE. Either this is just a false memory and I need to go a psychiatrist, OR, this BL DOES indeed exist and I wasn't crazy all along. Either way, I NEED to find this shit so that I can rest peacefully. If anyone one of you kind souls has the time to help me find this gem of a BL, I will pray to the yaoi gods up there to always bless you with a good day