I know it's unhealthy asking strangers online but i just have no trusted adult to ask for help lol.
I'm constantly getting made fun of at school, to an extent to outright make negative comments about me not even trying to be subtle about it. when i walk past they would whisper and laugh.
People only approach me when they need something because i'm lowk one of the smart kids.
It's honestly doesn't sound THAT bad, people have experienced worse and went on and about their lives
But i just can't brush off this feeling of paranoia that everyone hates me.
I come home crying bc i felt like i worded smth wrong and they probably hate me so bad they want me dead rn
it's like the stage one of bullying and im already like this
Haters are gonna hate no matter what so it is never your fault. They are bored and disgusting illiterate ppl who think making other people lives horrible will make them feel better about themselves. So don't worry about it you probably didn't do anything to deserve this and you are probably a target cus you might look like someone who is mentally and physically weak. If you don't have friends in rl make friends online who will make you feel better and share your secrets with and if it gets physical tell a treated adult about who you are sure about that will protect you. Stay safe out there gng
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Haters are gonna hate no matter what so it is never your fault. They are bored and disgusting illiterate ppl who think making other people lives horrible will make them feel better about themselves. So don't worry about it you probably didn't do anything to deserve this and you are probably a target cus you might look like someone who is mentally and physically weak. If you don't have friends in rl make friends online who will make you feel better and share your secrets with and if it gets physical tell a treated adult about who you are sure about that will protect you. Stay safe out there gng