errmmm well i moved out of my mom’s house today… i’m in my dorm room rn, and i’m alone. it was a long ass today tbh, my feet hurt so fucking much.
i wish i could say i was happy being alone finally away from my mom but i’m not. i’ve been feeling anxious for the past few weeks and not only my dorm is horrible, i also feel out of place. like i feel so freaking out of place and my chest is hurting so bad
it is what it is i guess. i miss my old dorm room. this one genuinely fucking SUCKS. high key makes me wanna go back to my mom’s house.
i just feel like everything’s wrong. i wasn’t feeling like this before when i moved out into a dorm for the first time.
ok bai gang
gang look at my small ass fridge. it’s literally rusty, everywhere. and the freezer isn’t working, so i guess i’ll go fuck myself xx
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Can't it get changed
im sure it's normal you feel out of place, it's never easy to live in a new place
and for your fridge... i hope you dont get food poisoining bc you cant store your food correctly
good luck surviving
Well, I hope you settle in soon, and I hope you never have to see a rusty fridge again And dw I'm sure the feeling of being out of place will go away soon
tyyy yes i hope so too ☹
well okay guys at least it’s raining rn
.........take your laptop or a book and hit a cafe. Or the other way around, grab a drink and go to the library. Put yourself outta there so you don't feel or hear lonliness :)
yeah, i’m going to try going out tomorrow, and do smth. it’s going to be FINE
You're just feeling out of depth it's normal when you move out by yourself. You'll learn to get used to your new house
but i wasn’t feeling like this before. everything’s feels wrong
Before you weren't alone you were in a motion doing something now you're alone and taking it all in
i lived inside a dorm room for an entire year and i was thriving, like i was actually so happy. i think i’m feeling so out of place bc my dorm is so ugly
If you want i can send you some diy projects you can do to make it prettier
yeah sure !!! i absolutely need to decorate my room.
Sent!
Are the other people who live there really as noisy as you've been told? Have you noticed anything yet?
I hope you can settle in there a bit anyway, and if it gets too much, then you'll have to look for somewhere else
no, nobody’s moving in rn, they will most likely move in by mid september. it’s quiet rn so it’s nice but i know it won’t last long.
i wanna live somewhere else but i still haven’t find a job. i’ve been buying stuff with my savings lol
It will work out