Pretty boys are the only thing keeping me alive I think

I was gonna go on a rant but I don’t feel like doing that rn. But I genuinely feel like I have to make a hole in my skin to vent out the pressure in my body. I won’t harm myself because I don’t feel like doing that but if I genuinely don’t get an outlet then I will literally pop
Update: ouch owww my stomach hurts I need ten hours worth of songs with an insane bass line please owie ow