They found out

I was reading yaoi in my room luckily a tame one which is sunny days I was on chapter 25 right. But I later go watch baking videos and then my mother tells me to go to bed because its 3am and she like stop watching stuff in the dark that's suspicious and as the good daughter I am I try to show her then all of a sudden my tab switches to the yaoi so then I turn it of and she like open it I wanna see what it is and imp like no please no so I turn it on and while she's reading it I go cut my veins so I can dies and PSA my parents are homophobic asf. So she comes in my room to me trying to cut my veins and I lock myself in the closet to kill myself but I eventually opened it because I have so much to live. And later after that I thought I was pansexual for the past few years but now I think I'm asexual
Any thoughts on that