i hate my parents

like i'm so angry i cant explain it and no iim not some spoilt brat dude these ppl have been beating me and yelling at me since i could remeber like my clearest memory as a child is my dad drowning me and my mom beating ts out of me, bro in this house i can never be angry only my parents can i cant say or do anything, i literally hate my mom so much that fucking bitch peice of shit i hope someone slaps the shit outta that ungrateful bitch she only cares abt my grades n her ego, i hate my dad as well fucking cunt he beat me so hard i cant use my left arm properly now, i hate both of them so much why di dthey even have me as child, like geniunely i hate my mom so much this fucking selfish cunt all she thinks abt is herself only herself tmrw i have a math exam and shes picking a fight with me n saying shit and gang ts obvi distracts me and if i dont do well on my exams these two will make my life a living hell