Genuine question about a weird manhwa troupe

So anyway, i sometimes see this romance manhwa troupe, The female lead will go in her own novel that she wrote or become of the characters there and she'll end up with the male lead that she wrote herself, whenever i see this troupe, i felt weirded out and never read the manhwa, maybe it's just me, but genuinely because if i am at the position, i would never think romantically of the male lead i imagined in my head and wrote about it because it's feel like (i can't explain it very well) it's feel like an OC and you just Yumeship yourself with that OC you've thought about. Like selfest- lmao no, like i genuinely think of my OCs or my character as my own creation like my own children.