lil update of my life cause why not:
so i finally went to psychiatrist after keep self-sabotaging myself (everytime i plan to go i keep saying "I'll go tommorow" and never came at all). anydihway, my doctor said i have OCD, Mix Anxiety And Depressive Disorder. i mean i expected the OCD but not the depression one lol. i expected i only have 1 mental illness, BUT THREE AT THE SAME TIME???
I KNEW IT, I KNEW IT IM NOT CRAZY WHEN I FEEL SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME BUT PEOPLE AROUND DISMMIS IT AND SAID "just pray"
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Yeah If I were you I’d be giving big ass middle fuck yous to anyone who said that BULLSHIT. Wishing you the best as well ! It won’t be an easy journey but even so I do believe you’ll get better and better even if it takes years. Fighting !
Congrats on finally getting answers! Wish you the best on your treatment