WAHHH HELP ME!!

guysguys be my romance advisors!! Ahem.. lemme tell y'all!!

There's this new girl in my calculus class, shes so pretty and she's totally my type! Like I swear I could feel my cheeks flushing when she met my eyes when she was introducing herself, she sat down at the back of the classroom, I wasn't just trying to refuse the urge to just look back at her I don't want her thinking I am a creep GAHH!!

Anyways after class, when the bell rung people left like normal, since most people were already in friend groups no one paid her that much attention, BUT ME BEING ME I went up to her asking if I should show her around uni but I was a stuttering mess, can I be more obvious?! GAHH I WANNA CRY!! BUT OF COURSE SHE REFUSED WAHHH I WANTED TO PUNCH MYSELF!

and she just left like that,
I ran to my friends to tell them about her, they called me a fucking loser and she probably thinks I am a weirdo GAHH I WANT TO CHOKE THEM but before I could finish whining about her and yelling at them I felt eyes staring at us and it was her!! SOB. WHAT WILL SHE THINK ABOUT ME NOW?!

I wanna befriend her and make her comfortable around me and eventually make her my girlfriend but I think I am getting a bit ahead myself WHAT IF SHE DOSENT EVEN SPEAK TO ME AFTER TODAY?! AND I JUST END UP A BACKGROUND CHARACTER IN HER EYES?! WHAT IF SHE WASNT EVEN LESBIAN AND INTO MEN?!

-xoxo... lesbian.......