I feel like I'm always a problem should I just kill myself

Lmaoooo I deadass can't breath I wanna die and put myself in a meat grinder lol

Everything I do is just wrong I dnt understand how they can't even or if they're just selectively deaf or they just filter the shit they wannna hear cuz they're fucking shits I justeve wnanana kill everyone

They want me to shut up but they also want me to answer? What the fuck do you want me to do ik sorry I'm entirely dependent and listen to shit you say I'm not even gonna fucking talk lol I'll just sew my mouth cuz that's genuinely what they want me to do

I'm lwk in our bathroom rn with a knife at the corner and it genuinely feels like a sign lmao idk

Anw it's genuinely a wonder how they don't see the fuckibg earpods that I have on like I'm supposed to be the one who's blindly whole fucking ear is out there and big enough for you to see the two fucking big black shits thats in there and you blame me for fucking not hearing shit when your right there not hearing me screaming my shit out asking if ur going out? Ok let's be fucking deaf and blind together.

Oks sorryyy I'll shut up lmao