Wt the heck am I even doing?

I uh got a crush on this guy. He is not someone from my class or someone I even know. My dad has been taking me along him to market every Sunday , cuz he thinks I need to learn social skills and all. And we go to this butcher for lamb meat. Ahem I got a crush on that butcher's son. That guy works around in that shop. He is attractive btw. Tall and tan with brown hair. And ahem his forearms r hella toned maybe cuz he is learning butchering. Idk guys am weird alr..I get it. I saw him stealing glances at me. And when i get out of shop and turn around I saw him looking at me. Idk am delusional. I went this Sunday too. And had my fill of stealing glances at him.