So i was working all day and then came home late and had dinner , i was just sharing my day with my older brother , i was telling him how bad my cowrokers were again today and what not. and then i went to my room and my brother came to my room and he said give me your --- card , i asked him why? he said " he is his regsitering marriage " and i was so shocked he is almost 40 and never said anything about getting married and my family has been pressuring him to get married but he didnt get married , then i was asking him who you are marrying what does the girl do and what not and he said he will get married and move to another place with his wife for some time and all. he said bunch of all other things , but that just hit me somewhere deep and i started crying when he said he will be leaving the home , i have 3 siblings my elder sister got married and she left and second sister got married and left , and npw is he also leaving . i feel so abandoned . i feel so sad, i cant stop crying , i have parents both are well , i love them , but all of my siblings are not there with me , and i just cant take it . i just feel so sad i dont know what do to . i am trying to be happy and think about buying him gifts but at the same time i cant stop crying. it was like this when my second sister started packing her bags to leave and its now like this again , what do i do .
