To my fellow uni students

I recently started studying Special Education. What are you guys studying and how are you managing?
For me it's pretty boring and stressful so far, I love working with kids (with and without disabilities) but the whole theory stuff is kind of boring to me. I like the campus culture, the people and everything but I'm having a hard time getting used to all the learning, especially since I'm neurodivergent and I hated school.