about being a fucking edgelord
hi my fucking life was going amazing the past week and im having a breakdown now haha. i want to fucking cry and punch shit but i cant for some reason, LMAO.
my 18 year old cousin took my fucking tablet to listen to music [why the fuck was i so stupid and fucking naive to give it to him??? what the fuck] and he went to work a while ago and didnt give it back. my brothers room is locked so i dont know if its in there and i fucking need that tablet because i spent all my money putting credits shit onto there to buy discord nitro and other shit.
i texted him and my sister and her friend [his gf] and they all basically just collectively said "wtf" except for him bc he didnt respond. im having a fucking mental breakdonw right now i really thought my life was getting better and I as a person was getting better but im still so fucking stupid and naive to trust stupid bitches with my shit. im fucking crying what do i even do at this point????
no need to respond btw i just have absolutely nobody to tell this to and im sobbing and i dont want to get him in trouble with my mom so i just have to suck it up for now haha.
my 18 year old cousin took my fucking tablet to listen to music [why the fuck was i so stupid and fucking naive to give it to him??? what the fuck] and he went to work a while ago and didnt give it back. my brothers room is locked so i dont know if its in there and i fucking need that tablet because i spent all my money putting credits shit onto there to buy discord nitro and other shit.
i texted him and my sister and her friend [his gf] and they all basically just collectively said "wtf" except for him bc he didnt respond. im having a fucking mental breakdonw right now i really thought my life was getting better and I as a person was getting better but im still so fucking stupid and naive to trust stupid bitches with my shit. im fucking crying what do i even do at this point????
no need to respond btw i just have absolutely nobody to tell this to and im sobbing and i dont want to get him in trouble with my mom so i just have to suck it up for now haha.
about read wattpad bxb stories
yall okay so my grandma is making me write an essay for my older sister [3 years older] because im really good at reading/writing (i was a 7th grade level in 2nd grade and now i "read alot" but its mostly fanfiction, still love reading and writing though).
she was supposed to have roughly 2 weeks to work on it, but they gave it to me YESTERDAY. AND THERES LITERALLY 3 FUCKING DAYS LEFT TO DO IT.
yesterday she pressured me about it and i have to read a 300 page book on it online before writing the essay but she wanted atleast some done so i told her the introduction and the 1st paragraph... SHE TOLD ME SHE WANTS IT DONE TODAY. BITCH WHAT???????
AND SHE ALSO WANTS ME TO WRITE IT FROM A DOCTORS PERSPECTIVE BUT THIS IS ABOUT RACISM IN DOCTOR SHIT, BUT IM IN SOUTH USA AND SHE CALLED BLACK PEOPLE "BLACKS" IN REFERENCE TO POC "BEING SELFISH" FOR THIS SHIT... BUT IM NOT ON THAT SIDE I WANT TO WRITE IT FROM THE FAMILIES PERSPECTIVE.
and she wants me to write it from the doctors POV but this is about that HeLa thing??? AND i think that the doctors were at fault in a way???? AND SHE CALLED BLACK PEOPLE "BLACKS" IN REFERENCE TO POC BEING "SELFISH" FOR WANTING MONEY FOR THE CELLS OR SOMETHING- AND IM SO,,, EEK. Im Not even on the fucking doctor side of shit i WANNA WRITE IT FROM THE FAMILY PERSPECTIVE, but i think shed YELL AT ME BRUHH.
not to mention i cant do SHIT under pressure and im on the first FUCKING sentence right now. IM ON PAGE LIKE 20 OF THE BOOK. GOD HATES ME BUT I CANT LET MY SISTER GET A BAD GRADE ID FEEL LIKE SHIT.
also I got diagnosed with autism like yesterday so im super fucking STRESSED LATELY ABOUT IT- but after the diagnosis shes just been putting more stress and shit on me about it because the doctor told her to challenge me [THE DOCTOR MEANT IN SOCIAL SITUATIONS] and she took "writing is one of fuyuhikos special interests" meaning I CAN WRITE ESSAYS FOR HER???
SO LIKE WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO???? ANY ADVICE?? PLEASE HELP ME
she was supposed to have roughly 2 weeks to work on it, but they gave it to me YESTERDAY. AND THERES LITERALLY 3 FUCKING DAYS LEFT TO DO IT.
yesterday she pressured me about it and i have to read a 300 page book on it online before writing the essay but she wanted atleast some done so i told her the introduction and the 1st paragraph... SHE TOLD ME SHE WANTS IT DONE TODAY. BITCH WHAT???????
AND SHE ALSO WANTS ME TO WRITE IT FROM A DOCTORS PERSPECTIVE BUT THIS IS ABOUT RACISM IN DOCTOR SHIT, BUT IM IN SOUTH USA AND SHE CALLED BLACK PEOPLE "BLACKS" IN REFERENCE TO POC "BEING SELFISH" FOR THIS SHIT... BUT IM NOT ON THAT SIDE I WANT TO WRITE IT FROM THE FAMILIES PERSPECTIVE.
and she wants me to write it from the doctors POV but this is about that HeLa thing??? AND i think that the doctors were at fault in a way???? AND SHE CALLED BLACK PEOPLE "BLACKS" IN REFERENCE TO POC BEING "SELFISH" FOR WANTING MONEY FOR THE CELLS OR SOMETHING- AND IM SO,,, EEK. Im Not even on the fucking doctor side of shit i WANNA WRITE IT FROM THE FAMILY PERSPECTIVE, but i think shed YELL AT ME BRUHH.
not to mention i cant do SHIT under pressure and im on the first FUCKING sentence right now. IM ON PAGE LIKE 20 OF THE BOOK. GOD HATES ME BUT I CANT LET MY SISTER GET A BAD GRADE ID FEEL LIKE SHIT.
also I got diagnosed with autism like yesterday so im super fucking STRESSED LATELY ABOUT IT- but after the diagnosis shes just been putting more stress and shit on me about it because the doctor told her to challenge me [THE DOCTOR MEANT IN SOCIAL SITUATIONS] and she took "writing is one of fuyuhikos special interests" meaning I CAN WRITE ESSAYS FOR HER???
SO LIKE WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO???? ANY ADVICE?? PLEASE HELP ME
about what do you want in life
never asked a question here before so im SO SORRY IF I DO IT WRONG BUT- yalls opinions on shifting/subliminals? i know its kinda controversial topic but shifting is working p good for me so id just like to hear more opinions yknow?? aaa im sorry ASDJ
about make a picrew
okay so i have to wake up early tomorrow and its 12am but idc, guys how do you pronounce mangago? bc my sister and i were debating earlier, she says its "manga go" like how you'd normally pronounce manga and go, but i think its pronounced mangago all one word.
idk how to explain it but its like mine is "mangahgo" in 1 word and hers is 2 words to become "manguh go"
stupid question ik but im so curious lmao
idk how to explain it but its like mine is "mangahgo" in 1 word and hers is 2 words to become "manguh go"
stupid question ik but im so curious lmao
about worst sin
okay so completely hypothetical question here [no scam] [real] if i made a fake mangago "poster" like they do for animes with all that cool lighting and shit, who/what should be on the poster? i already [hypothetically] have 2 people i know from like forums and shit that i have being the "protagonists" but are there any mangago events or dramas or people that are (in)famous that i should put on it?
about question
if you could pick from your 10 latest pictures in ur camera roll to be your spouse for the rest of your days, which image would it be?
about every bl out there
as a gay dude: STOP SPEAKING FOR ME.
I see all of yall saying you're lgbt so its okay to speak for all lgbt but its NOT. your views do NOT constitute for all of us. If you want to read GL because youre an lgbtq girl and think that makes you superior to people who are of any other sexuality and read gl or bl? GO RIGHT AHEAD.
but dont go ranting on a fucking site saying you "respect gay men and therefore you dont read BL" when NO ACTUAL GAY MEN SAID SHIT.
seriously. grow the fuck up.
GROW UP A LITTLE. stop commenting on ILLEGAL SITES like you're some kind of royalty because you read GL and not BL.
you're saying that people who read BL are bad and fetishizing, but does that apply for straight manga? or yuri manga? oh, i guess not since so many of yall love reading that, right? or does that apply to lgbtq games too? or when people make gay characters who have sex but theyre not gay men?
its pathetic and its sad. grow up, seriously. get a life, or get some kind of hobby to indulge in that doesnt actively include acting like a bitch toward people who just want to READ SOMETHING APPEALING.
lemme say this without any hesitation btw: read what makes you happy.if bl does that? read it! if gl does that? read it!! if you're not bringing that onto real people and acting like its reality for all gay men, or for that matter ANYBODY YOURE READING ABOUT, and you remember this is a fantasy, its porn. thats it. its porn. then you're fine. please just respect others and dont be a fucking dick.
thanks for coming to my ted talk, now does anyone want mcdonalds lmfao
I see all of yall saying you're lgbt so its okay to speak for all lgbt but its NOT. your views do NOT constitute for all of us. If you want to read GL because youre an lgbtq girl and think that makes you superior to people who are of any other sexuality and read gl or bl? GO RIGHT AHEAD.
but dont go ranting on a fucking site saying you "respect gay men and therefore you dont read BL" when NO ACTUAL GAY MEN SAID SHIT.
seriously. grow the fuck up.
GROW UP A LITTLE. stop commenting on ILLEGAL SITES like you're some kind of royalty because you read GL and not BL.
you're saying that people who read BL are bad and fetishizing, but does that apply for straight manga? or yuri manga? oh, i guess not since so many of yall love reading that, right? or does that apply to lgbtq games too? or when people make gay characters who have sex but theyre not gay men?
its pathetic and its sad. grow up, seriously. get a life, or get some kind of hobby to indulge in that doesnt actively include acting like a bitch toward people who just want to READ SOMETHING APPEALING.
lemme say this without any hesitation btw: read what makes you happy.if bl does that? read it! if gl does that? read it!! if you're not bringing that onto real people and acting like its reality for all gay men, or for that matter ANYBODY YOURE READING ABOUT, and you remember this is a fantasy, its porn. thats it. its porn. then you're fine. please just respect others and dont be a fucking dick.
thanks for coming to my ted talk, now does anyone want mcdonalds lmfao