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navy-blue... has been since 2016 ... i'm gonna go sleep bc clearly this was not the right to look at the forums today (i hope your very graphic description of orange shit doesn't show up in my dreams *cough*nightmares*cough*... pls )   reply

i drink, not enough to get drunk but cocktails taste good (i just wish it didn't obliterate my guts aa much). i've smoked regular cigs once or twice. as for drugs, do coffee, painkillers, anti-nausea and anxiety meds, and antidepressants count? i've never taken more than the recommended/prescribed dose nor have i taken any recreational drugs (not t......   reply

lock myself in my room, listen to sad/angry songs and enact an imaginary scenario matching the mood... surprisingly feels refreshing after all that so then i listen to happy songs 〜(￣△￣〜)(〜￣△￣)〜   reply

initially, my breathing gets faster, feels like my heart is beating faster and with more force/pressure(?), and i become more aware abt that. then, my stomach feels a bit uncomfortable, like, it's not serious enough to make me puke but it could lead to that if i don't start distracting my brain (or my stomach, by eating something) rightaway. my ja......   reply

pls drop some no-romance shoujo/josei recs bc i can only find shoujo with romance sprinkled/blasted in it (bc i've been lazy with my searching and the ones on the homepage are mostly romance)   1 reply

ehh it depends on preferences, i like both. they have their pros and cons. sometimes, i don't wanna look at color, sometimes, i don't wanna look at monochrome. sometimes, i wanna read a lengthy story, sometimes, i wanna read something short. what i prefer depends on what i'm looking for at the time ╮(￣▽￣)╭   reply

try not to be hungry or sleep-deprived att bc i've felt my gag reflex activating when i'm like that (even tho i'm usually good at controlling it while cleaning the tongue since my mom used to do it for me when i was an infant/toddler and then made me start doing it myself afterwards)   reply

if i remember what i've been doing with my life up until now, i don't think they'd like me... i'd be the type of character that makes stupid, easily avoidable mistakes, the kind that frustrates the living fuck out of the audience(?), the type that makes them wanna pull out their hair, bang their head on the wall, or chuck their phone out the window......   reply

not that but i remember when someone complained to our homeroom teacher that a guy from my class (one of my guy friends, unfortunately) sprayed his pee all over other guys' pants for fun   1 reply

glitter... who'd choose sprinkles anyway?! at that point, that's not a fart anymore, that's almost "shat my pants a little"   reply

i think of gods as brave (or powerful, influential ppl) of historic times, whose stories got exaggerated and distorted over time bc us humans are unreliable narrators and bc some may have purposefully distorted the facts to pursue their agenda... could also include fictional "moral of the story" type characters to instill "fear of god's wrath" in p......   reply

drunk sex (i may have read that in the past but i just can't stomach it now)   1 reply

lavender and sage (with a hint of sandalwood)   reply

... and i thought i'd finally be free from seeing piss/poop posts on the forums starting this year (┛T﹏T )┛   1 reply

0 normally... sometimes, i can't tell that i'm on my period until the crotch of my underwear feels wet (if i'm lucky, the stain prob hasn't gotten to my bottoms yet). i get discharge almost every day so the wet or "something passing through" feeling needs to feel different, or i'll prob ignore it thinking it's just discharge 4 if i wasn't diligent......   reply

technically, twice - once bc of high blood pressure, once bc of my carelessness. bear with me, idk how to keep things short. the first time, i got too heated while arguing with dad (this was right after i woke up) and had a seizure somehow after he left. woke up on the ground convulsing (like a vibe but entire body), cold body, almost bulging eyes......   reply

junjou romantica ( ⊙…⊙)   1 reply

no, but i've done the "holding my piss until school's over bc the queue was too long" thing when i was in hs   reply