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Hihi<3
Im trans. been identifying as trans since I was around 10 or 11. Im pretty sure im not a transtrender or anything bc ive been experiencing dysphoria since i was around 8 but now im not too sure...

Ok so, since i was young, id get mad and sad because people referred to me as female and id get extremely happy when i people confused me as a boy. Its still like that to be honest but sometimes i just think im faking it. Like any other transguy, i hate my chest and my curves and the downstair neighbor even though i dont look at it a lot. im sure i had what seemed like a panic attack once on my birthday when i wore actually fitting clothes for once in my life instead of my usual baggy clothes. even when my pants are too tight, i start getting suicidal and unable to even look at myself. I cant even look in the mirror while taking off my clothes nor can i look down.


Things that may or may not be unrelated:
1. Genitals in general disgust me. Either on or off of me.
2. Sometimes my perception of myself changes. One minute i'll think that i look masculine, the next androgynous, and 2 hours later, ill think i look feminine and not even look at myself for days haha


Anyway, the overall question is whether i'm actually trans or if im faking. You can ask questions in the replies if you're unsure about something and i'll respond as fast as I can.

asking (yeah this is a stupod question im just wondering)
when some of you are like.. normally sort of depressed and then you find something temporary that makes you happy for a pretty long time(ex. manga, show) and you start getting used to being happy? but then the thing that made you happy runs out, and you have to get used to being sad again

bruv hmu if you jokingly insult ppl to show your affection but they end up not liking you cuz you insult them too much bc i am the exact fucking same.

hop into my dms. maybe we'll fall in love, maybe we'll kick each other in the throat everytime we lock eyes. who knows

whats your favorite bl comic on Webtoons? im looking for reccs bc ive read all the good ones i can find

also read that awkwrd romance its so good omg

im wondering if anyone wants to help me make a discord server?? its a type where im planning to stream movies and shows like monster high, ever after high, barbie, etc... i dont use discord often and itd be good if i had a coowner or smth that can help with bots and stuff

do yall have any lezhin smut comic recommendations? preferably straight uwu

if you had a precure phase, youre hot now

once i was on one of those reddit textpost videos (yes i watch them dont judge) and the question was "whats something that other people do that you just dont understand" and i went down to the comments and there was this one person who said "i dont understand/relate to gen z despite being in the generation. like i dont smoke/vape and im not depressed or suicidal" or smth like that and

bro is that supposed to be a flex?? like the way i put it didnt sound that rude but the way they put it in the actual comment was kinda condescending lol--- good for you you dont have mental problems ig

id expand on it but im tired and lazy rn so

i once saw someone say that if a straight guy fucks a rly feminine guy, he's still straight?? like not a trans girl but just a straight up femboy i-

Ik we're all sort of strangers to each other but who wants to do a halloween kast party? Also, for those of you who don't know, kast is a website/app for watch parties and stuff. With kast you can watch movies or tv shows(though for this one it'll only be movies) with other people while talking with them.

I know its a day early but I wanted to gather people before the actual day. But if you have any more questions or want to add any movies, I'll add some contact info. The date is October 31st @ 11:00PM (GMT-5).

In case you wanna show up early, Here's the Kast party lick:
https://s.kast.live/g/iu6nct7oxp7
Please know if you use any slurs or bully anyone, you will be immediately banned. And in case you need me to resend the link to you, you can message me on insta or discord and I'll respond as soon as possible!

insta: @__kaisson
discord: @_grzpe#1670

Also, sorry if this sounds dumb or something. i just thought it'd be fun.

for such a fucked up anime the op is so good??? like my friend started playing the song while we were on discord and its been on my mind ever since why is it so calming

im making a series (still in the writing process, its expected to take a few years to finish cuz im doing it alone) and i am so overworked omg

i like organizing shit but omg this us too much AND its annoying. n e way i just came to complain like i usually do bye

did the characters w mental illnesses(i cant remember all their names) feel forced to you? im just wondering and want to know what other ppl think bc i havent fully formed my own opinion ab it yet

a lot of people are obsessed with catboys to the point where its getting kind of weird.. like "catboy supremacy" or "i dont care what your gender is, put on the maid outfit" isnt that weird but when people say stuff like "convert the boys into catboys" or stuff like that, i guess it kind of bothers me.

this isnt really about fragile masculinity either its more because some of my male friends literally dont post pictures of themselves wearing dresses anymore because of all the ppl commenting "sexy femboy uwu" and shit

overall, idrk where this femboy trend came from all of a sudden but some of yall are going overboard. theres a clear line between fetishizing/obsessing over femboys and normalizing it lmao

also this isnt something im trying to be defensive about so if your opinion is different from mine on this, please dont put "shut the fuck up dumbass bitch" in the replies cuz ik some people have done it before :)

its 1am, i think my mom is still awake, and im ab to make a cake

pray that she doesnt yell at me or sum i just like doing dumb shit lmao

bc... yk... the std

ok so is it just me or is it weird when my friends call me a man? like im trans and ik its their way of being supportive but like??? i just became a teenager so it gives me the same feeling like a 7 year old being called a woman

i genuinely hate when people say "dont congratulate ppl who are diverse in media bc its the bare minimum" and then do a 180 and put men wearing dresses on a pedestal.. if we're supposed to normalize it, why make it such a big deal.
and yes this is also towards the ppl who borderline fetish any male they see wearing a skirt.

anyway, until yall can learn the difference between fetishization/obsessing and normalization, im gonna keep pointing out how racially diverse brooklyn 99 is an dhow they have 2 lgbt characters as mains

idk how pretty/smart/charming you are, if you know basic math(like multiplication) you are sexy as FUCK and if i could i wound consensually make out w you good night

reply your name, age, gender, pronouns, and optionally your personality and the type of person youd wanna ve friends with(or just things youre into like music, art, etc.)

ill go first
my name is axel im 13 almost 14, male he/they and im kinda clingy, annoying, sorta funny, and im into anime, comics, drawing and painting.