about looking for a translator
I swear i'm not gonna survive in the real world
I'm gonna drop dead and die
I'm gonna be left on the streets
I won't be able to get a job that's for sure
Oh dear god just fucking take me out of this world already please
I'm gonna drop dead and die
I'm gonna be left on the streets
I won't be able to get a job that's for sure
Oh dear god just fucking take me out of this world already please
about yall ever just feel sad
I really love how she shows care for me by shouting at me because she's stressed! Wow! Isn't my mom great? She even pinches me hard enough to bleed and she knows full well we don't have a fucking med kit in the house! All because she's stressed. Isn't my mom the best? :]
What would i do if there was scenario where doubles was appearing everywhere and killing the originals to take their place? Simple! I'd try and find my double stop her before she kills me and say "before you kill me... Please tell me you'd be a better daughter... Please tell you'd study hard... Please tell me you'd be better than me, smarter than me... Please don't disappoint my parents like i did... Be a better daughter... Please... I'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i want to go away... Kill me i don't care i just want you to be a better daughter for my parents" Hahaha why am i like this
AHHHHHHHHH
FUCK THAT
I AM NOT CALM
I AM NOT CALM AT. ALL.
I JUST FUCKING LIED TO MY MOM WHEN MY TESTS ARE COMING AND I FUCKING LIED
I FUCKING LIED WITHOUT THINKING
MY TESTS CAME TODAY AND I'M PRETTY SURE I DID SHIT
...
God help me
FUCK THAT
I AM NOT CALM
I AM NOT CALM AT. ALL.
I JUST FUCKING LIED TO MY MOM WHEN MY TESTS ARE COMING AND I FUCKING LIED
I FUCKING LIED WITHOUT THINKING
MY TESTS CAME TODAY AND I'M PRETTY SURE I DID SHIT
...
God help me
I regret my decision of talking to mom about things i like
I regret it
Why?
Because she's being annoying as fuck about it
You think i only watch anime?
Who do you think i am?
I also watch other things to
Why do you think that
Why do you always tease me about my crushes?
Its none of your business right?
Why are you like this?
I confide in you cause i want to and you do this to me?
You make me not want to talk to you anymore
Quarantine has taken a huge fucking toll on my mental health
And i can't take anymore
I hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you
Why do you always snoop around in my messages?
Because of you i can't even keep my privacy private
You always snoop around in my personal life
Because of you i have to keep these feelings all bottled up
I just wanna rant in my private messages but i can't even do that CAUSE YOU'RE ARE ALWAYS SNOOPING AROUND IN IT
WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT MY MENTAL HEALTH
PLEASE JUST MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS
PLEASE
YOUR EXPECTATIONS ARE ALREADY CRUSHING DOWN ON ME
i just want to keep my privacy
Why are you like this
I regret it
Why?
Because she's being annoying as fuck about it
You think i only watch anime?
Who do you think i am?
I also watch other things to
Why do you think that
Why do you always tease me about my crushes?
Its none of your business right?
Why are you like this?
I confide in you cause i want to and you do this to me?
You make me not want to talk to you anymore
Quarantine has taken a huge fucking toll on my mental health
And i can't take anymore
I hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you
Why do you always snoop around in my messages?
Because of you i can't even keep my privacy private
You always snoop around in my personal life
Because of you i have to keep these feelings all bottled up
I just wanna rant in my private messages but i can't even do that CAUSE YOU'RE ARE ALWAYS SNOOPING AROUND IN IT
WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT MY MENTAL HEALTH
PLEASE JUST MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS
PLEASE
YOUR EXPECTATIONS ARE ALREADY CRUSHING DOWN ON ME
i just want to keep my privacy
Why are you like this
So *ehem* is this working?
*tap* *tap* tap* oh, yep anyway..
Please stop these mangago posts about "fetishizing gays" yes we get it.
But please do understand that some manhuas/manhwas/mangas have men that have some mental illnesses or serious crimes like rape. Sure you like it but are you sure that REAL LIFE gay men like it? Are you sure that OTHER PEOPLE in REALITY like it? Are you sure that gay men are essentially fine with their kind or sexuality getting sexualized? Have you ever thought about how gay men think about yaoi? Please think about these questions before justifying yaoi. Personally I used to like yaoi, but I don't like about the fetishizing part. I still like yaoi though. Also did you know? Apparently some gay men don't like yaoi because they think its insulting that their sexuality is getting sexualized but fujoshi's think its "supporting gay men". Ok fujoshi's how do you respond to that? Are you gonna fight the very thing you claim to "support?" If so, please tell me why in the responses or replies. Thank you for reading and have a great day/night/afternoon where ever you are and I hope that your guardian angel is always with you
*tap* *tap* tap* oh, yep anyway..
Please stop these mangago posts about "fetishizing gays" yes we get it.
But please do understand that some manhuas/manhwas/mangas have men that have some mental illnesses or serious crimes like rape. Sure you like it but are you sure that REAL LIFE gay men like it? Are you sure that OTHER PEOPLE in REALITY like it? Are you sure that gay men are essentially fine with their kind or sexuality getting sexualized? Have you ever thought about how gay men think about yaoi? Please think about these questions before justifying yaoi. Personally I used to like yaoi, but I don't like about the fetishizing part. I still like yaoi though. Also did you know? Apparently some gay men don't like yaoi because they think its insulting that their sexuality is getting sexualized but fujoshi's think its "supporting gay men". Ok fujoshi's how do you respond to that? Are you gonna fight the very thing you claim to "support?" If so, please tell me why in the responses or replies. Thank you for reading and have a great day/night/afternoon where ever you are and I hope that your guardian angel is always with you
about feel depress
The expectations are seriously crushing me and i want a peaceful way to get out of this. I want an eternal slumber. My report card is supposed to be given next week and i don't know how to escape this. My parents will look at me disappointed again. I need a way to escape
about do light makeup
Its all my fault i'm a dumb bitch because if i just paid attention in class then maybe i wouldn't have such low grades
Its all my fault that i procastinate because its just so simple, just stand up and study and do work but i can't even do that
Its all my fault that i have a short attention span because its not as if i didn't have a choice, i could simply pay attention. Boom. Problem solved bit guess what i did? I didn't pay attention therefor its my fault
It all makes sense
This is why i became a worthless human being
Just a waste of air
I just became the daughter of some parents i'm not even worthy of
Some other smart kid should've been their child not me...
Maybe if i just kms then maybe that might lead them to get a new kid. A better, smarter kid
Its not as if they would care
I'm just another mouth to feed. Another annoyance. Another waste of space. Another waste of money
Well anyway that's what i came here to ask you, what's the fastest and most painless way to die?
Its all my fault that i procastinate because its just so simple, just stand up and study and do work but i can't even do that
Its all my fault that i have a short attention span because its not as if i didn't have a choice, i could simply pay attention. Boom. Problem solved bit guess what i did? I didn't pay attention therefor its my fault
It all makes sense
This is why i became a worthless human being
Just a waste of air
I just became the daughter of some parents i'm not even worthy of
Some other smart kid should've been their child not me...
Maybe if i just kms then maybe that might lead them to get a new kid. A better, smarter kid
Its not as if they would care
I'm just another mouth to feed. Another annoyance. Another waste of space. Another waste of money
Well anyway that's what i came here to ask you, what's the fastest and most painless way to die?
"An honest 0 is better than a stolen 1"
WELL GUESS WHAT?
A STOLEN 1 IS BETTER THAN A DISAPPOINTED PARENT
I'M ALREADY SHIT AT SCIENCE
WELL GUESS WHAT?
A STOLEN 1 IS BETTER THAN A DISAPPOINTED PARENT
I'M ALREADY SHIT AT SCIENCE
about tried to kill yourself
Oki doki time to reveal sad feelings that doesn't match up with my "personality" and "attitude"
Sometimes i feel so pressured by my parents to the point of my breath and heart feeling heavy. Mom never really noticed so its quite sad to say she believes all the sad stuff i do was just an "act" a "show" cause she said it didn't fit my "joyful attitude" and my "happy personality" when really those are the ones that are an act, its quite sad really, i've gotten used to it though
Note: This account was made to vent, i do not want to reveal my main account. The reason i created this is because i simply cannot hold it in for much longer, i need to vent one way or another you can ignore this if you want
Another Note: If you don't like this then feel free to put a hate comment, its not like this took a lot of confidence and hesitating to post, no no go ahead
Sometimes i feel so pressured by my parents to the point of my breath and heart feeling heavy. Mom never really noticed so its quite sad to say she believes all the sad stuff i do was just an "act" a "show" cause she said it didn't fit my "joyful attitude" and my "happy personality" when really those are the ones that are an act, its quite sad really, i've gotten used to it though
Note: This account was made to vent, i do not want to reveal my main account. The reason i created this is because i simply cannot hold it in for much longer, i need to vent one way or another you can ignore this if you want
Another Note: If you don't like this then feel free to put a hate comment, its not like this took a lot of confidence and hesitating to post, no no go ahead
about having a lover
S O I FELL INTO A DEEP SIMP RABBIT HOLE AND STARTED SEARCHING FOR SAIKI IN A MAID OUTFIT AND I ACCIDENTALLY CLICKED THE SHARE BUTTON AND SHARED IT TO SOMEONE SO I DELETED IT BUT THEY STILL SAWWW. MY DUDE I AM FUCKED
These people in the picture are just sooo "kind". Thank you for the "kind offer" but I assure you I am perfectly sane and not horny nor have any mental illnesses to lead me to watch any of these, thank you
Am I weird for laughing at people I hate suffering? Like slightly giggling because its satisfying to watch