Doobiedoobie's question (3)

This is tmi, and google bans these questions because of where i live.

So this is genuinely my last resort.

But im a short girl, and my partner is taller so like anyone who has this predicament please help

Why does talking to someone whos done something disgusting, and borderline evil, make me feel nauseous and feel sick?

Btw i say evil because this person i a convicted pdf. But he has done other disgusting and disturbing things but thats one of the worst ones.

But he messaged me earlier and i havent spoken to him in years. I didnt even realise he followed me on social media, but like my only words i said back to him was 'not so kindly fuck off you disgust me'.

I cant stop the feeling of disgust i wanna cry also how do i stop this?

so i go through a phase of liking different tagged books, from rivals to deliquents, to secret relationships, to single parent. the list goes on.

but i really want a best friends sibling type manga/manhwa/manhua.

but i cant seem to find any at.

idc if its straight gay or lesbian. ╥﹏╥