So i wanted to hang myself. I had the chair the knowledge of tying the rope (+ owning it)and how to hang it. However i was scared if i fail id have to explain the mark on my neck ir the thud on the floor. If i succeed my family would be traumatised abd even though im traumatised by my parents. I dont want my brithers to find their sister' dead. So ...... 2 reply
Why does talking to someone whos done something disgusting, and borderline evil, make me feel nauseous and feel sick?
Btw i say evil because this person i a convicted pdf. But he has done other disgusting and disturbing things but thats one of the worst ones.
But he messaged me earlier and i havent spoken to him in years. I didnt even realise he followed me on social media, but like my only words i said back to him was 'not so kindly fuck off you disgust me'.
I cant stop the feeling of disgust i wanna cry also how do i stop this?
did waiting for rain
did survived depression
