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Reigning supreme for me is Viktor and Yuri. Yuri On Ice will always have a special place in my heart for lots of reasons, but this pairing honestly gives me life.
The show started airing just as I started a new job. I was dealing with crippling nerves and anxiety in a new place during the busy festive season, so I wasn't in a great frame of mind...... 2 reply
The most twisted and frightening thought I've ever had was the one and only time I felt comfort in the idea of killing myself. I was in a very dark place last year where I felt stuck in a bad situation. It felt like drowning. I sat in this place confined to my thoughts, acknowledging this crippling feeling of hopelessness, and thinking... "I real...... reply
I tried at 16, but I couldn't quite get it right. For the longest time, I thought there was something wrong with me. Had sex for the first time at 18 - although it felt good, I knew there was still something I didn't get right. I faked it during that time, trying not to hurt my partner's feelings. Bought a bullet vibrator at 21 and had my very firs...... 1 reply
about falling inlove
27 02,2019
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I think the main reason some people don't like rape scenes in yaoi is because the scene is heavily romanticized. And to the honest, I understand the discomfort. Even though yaoi is entirely fiction, the influence it has to some viewers can be a little harmful. I'm not saying that it'll turn people into rapists, I'm absolutely not intending to impl...... 2 reply
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Personality-wise, I love a powerful headstrong woman or a calm-tempered spacey kind of guy. I'd love to be dominated by a woman who knows what she likes, and at the same time, I'd switch and dominate a guy who'd let me lead in bed. Challenging gender stereotypes is so sexy to me!
Physical-wise, an Amazonian woman! Tall with legs for days, a bit o...... reply
I don't see why not. I love when people are passionate about their hobbies, and if we both share the same nerdy interests, then all the better! ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
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My biggest fear is heights. When I climbed the Eiffel Tower, I had my first panic attack on the first level. There were small holes on the stairs so you could look directly below you, seeing crowds of people like ants on the ground -- worst idea ever.
Every day at my work, I have to climb these huge ladders to decorate our shop so I'm slowing conq...... reply
about first kiss
27 01,2018
I have had a long-distance relationship where both parties have slept with other people. I guess it's a form of cheating, but we both agreed that we were in fragile positions where it was a matter of circumstance. We couldn't see each other often, and had to wait a year or more to see each other again. It's INCREDIBLY lonely. We were basically livi...... reply
Bisexual woman, although I'm more attracted to women than men. Which is strange because I read more yaoi than yuri. If I was a man, I'd be more into dudes. But I'm confident in my gender as a woman, and sex with women is a lot more enjoyable.
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Nearly always tired and annoyed. Working early morning shifts in a retail job will do that to you. But I'd say I'm content. Certainly feeling like there's something lacking in my life -- I have such a deep-seated desire to travel, but I barely have any funds to go anywhere -- even so, I'm content enough.
The pursuit for happiness is lot more sou...... 1 reply
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I've experienced two loves in the past and I'm in love right now.
My first love was when I was 16. It ended at 18. My parents were going through a divorce and I depended on the consolation of a 23 year old man who lived miles away. I loved how he listened to me when I needed someone, he accepted me and all my weirdness, and he looked just my type....... reply
about first kiss
23 year old English girl, bisexual (mostly attracted to girls), art graduate, retail worker. Started reading/watching yaoi when YOI premiered, though I dabbled over the years without much interest. Now I can barely watch anything these days with a heterosexual pairing. If I read anything, I pretend the chick's a dude or the dude's a chick. No reg...... 2 reply
My first crush was Tenchi Masaki from Tenchi Muyo. Watched a few episodes on Cartoon Network in the 90s, and his design stuck with me for years. I thought the animation was so different and cool compared to all the other 90s cartoons that was on CN at the time.
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