kokomomo7's experience (5)

Uhm so...My life is in the worst situation ever..I just wrote a suicide letter cayse i thought it will encourage me to really do it... Apparently not. I really cant commit suicide but at the same time i know i have to.. i just i dont want to live anymore , if only my life can become better right now then maybe ill continue on living but i dont want......   1 reply

Today , our homework is about photography and i did my best since i actually had expirience on this since my sister hands me her camera all the time when i was little , so i took a photo of the view on our backyard. And i submitted it..My teacher praised me saying "Wow!Youve got some talent , this is probably the best one among all the others , als......   1 reply

I got bangs..Well theyre quite long tho well i did ask for it because i have a feeling itll turn out bad and i also have my hair cut shoeter and it fits me.. I guess?   reply

I almost killed my self last night.. Oh good god.. Its starting to become normal for me to be suicidal each night.. My family is strict with education and apparently my grades are failing and its gonna be such a shame if they find out.. For me the only way to escape is death but i cant bring myself to do it at the same time.. But i know.. I know t......   6 reply

Ever since my mom died i have never been able to focus on anything. One time at my birthday i tried to do an overdose. But didnt because im a coward , i tried to slit my wrists 2 times , i also tried to jump off and drown and i tried to jump off our school roof but didnt because i know it will hurt a lot and i dont think ill be able to handle it.. ......   reply