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Istg, I feel so anxious whenever it rains, I hate storms, the heavy wind, the lightning, even js light rain, I hate it
My mind goes instantly into thinking abt floods and accidents and I js feel depressed and anxious all the time, specially if someone I know it's outside, I keep thinking abt what could happen to them
It even scares me to drive when it's raining

So, how has been everyone's year so far???

How do you stop the thought of wanting to die?
I think I joke and think about my own death so much; and it just feels like I've lived enough
Sure, I still wanna do some things, but idk
I wake up and think about dying, sometimes I joke about how if I don't do this one thing, I'm gonna kms
It's not like an urge, but more of a constant thought
Even I'm tired of thinking that, so, how do I stop my dumbass fucking brain from having that thought

Do you guys wanna see pictures of my cat?, bc there's so much rage baiting these days

I js realized my sister, (which is literally like the closest, most supportive person in my life) is transphobic
And I fought with her and ended up crying
Msn wtf what do I do now

I keep having these weird ass dreams, and everytime I wake up I feel exhausted, I remember them very vividly as if it was all just a memory, istg it mixes people irl w cartoon characters, but at the same time it feels too real. And when I wake up, it doesn't feel like I js slept, it feels like I was living another life
And I dream every single day, I'm tired
How tf can I stop having dreams, or have any of you felt the same? Any weird dreams that feel too real?

Is Little A asexual?
So, in his first encounter with the dairy cow person he is not aroused at all and doesn't even get a boner
Yes, he is blushing, but I don't think it's because he's aroused, it's bc he knows he's manhandling the cow person in a sexual way and he's embarrassed abt that
He's not "innocent" as some people say, dude, he knows how to suck a dick, eat a pussy and more
Also, it's not at all zoophilia as some are saying
When it comes to the other characters they are kemonomimis, humanoids that have animal ears and tails, in addition to their human features
Its a type of anthropomorphism, and also in the flashback of the chicken human guy, he was a human before, so we can assume all of them are experiments they keep because of something something that happened
And also, there are stories with literal beast men in here, but y'all draw the line on barely anthropormophism?
Uh maybe I'm looking into it a little too much

I don't get what's so wrong about criticizing, or even just giving an opinion about a manga if I don't like it, specially if it's popular, I normally only do it if I really don't like it, maybe because it could've been written better, or there are too many plotholes while the chapters are constantly just the characters fucking, which I don't mind if the majority of it it's porn, I eat that shit up, but when the story has actual story and plot, I also wanna know abt that too
Like, I don't like to criticize something without reading it first, ofc there's the exception when people pin point things like, the author is a pedophile, and is drawing straight up child pornography, or that they add romanticize rape and abuse for the sake of nothing, but to fill in the author's own fetish, go ahead w that, I normally agree and don't comment when that's what the manga is being criticized on, but when it's a manga that people seem to like, and I personally don't like some things abt it, I like to give my opinion, by first reading the whole thing, cs that seems fair, right?
I never insult the creator, nor the creator's work, or even the art if I personally don't like it, I genuinely give my opinion abt things that don't make sense, or again with the plotholes, or about the characters, and the way they act w their partner, and certain things abt them, and the way they react
You can disagree w my opinion all you want, that's totally fair, and valid, you can even dislike the comment, and give me your input and opinion about it, but to blalantly disregard someone's opinion on something just because you like the manga and I don't?????
Like, am I NOT allowed to give my opinion about it?
Am I like, not allowed to read something I don't seem to be liking and continue on reading it???? Like idk, maybe I think things will get better, or the plot thickens, and I wanna keep reading to give my HONEST opinion after reading it all
People tell me "oh if you don't like something, then don't read it, and read something you actually like"
But I liked it at first, so I wanted to read it all to, then again, give my OPINION, without even being rude or mean
Is it that bad to criticize something??? And again, I'm not even saying things like "guys, this thing sucks, and everyone that likes it suckas ass and they should die bc I'm right"
NOT AT ALL, you can like it and even call it peak, whatever, I don't care, but to call ME out, for giving, again, MY opinion on something you like, js because I don't like it?
And then have the guts to be rude to me, when I wasn't even being rude to anyone, not even the creator, nor the people that liked it
Like what, honestly?????

Depression sucks ass and depressive episodes even more, specially if like, the day before everything was alright

Ik it's probably depression hitting me again, but there's something about my cat that makes me cry every time I look at her for a long time
It's not even the thought of her dying, sometimes I just look at her while I hear her little yawns, and little noises she makes when she stretches her body, her purrs and breathing sounds, and I think "she's so cute" and I start tearing up
She's js so beautiful, I'm even crying rn
Does anyone have a similar experience w their pets?

So, for anyone that has gone to therapy, what has been your experience w it, bad, good or any stories abt it
I'm asking bc my sister helping me get a therapy session, but I'm js so scared, what if they send me to a freaking mental hospital idk
I hate that I know I have to go to get better

Should I die my hair blue or purple?
Rn my hair is bleached in a white-yellowish color w black roots ;3

How are the iwaoi fans handling things after the magazine release...

Awww im so sorry u blocked, me, but u took your precious time to stalk my page, so ai wanted to respond!
OMGGFG YESSSS MY TURN, MY TURN YAYYYY I CAN'T BELIEVE IT, I WANNA THANK MY PARENTS, MY 10 FOLLOWERS, THE POEPLE YHAT LOVE THE RECIPES I GIVE AND ALSO MY FRIENDS, THAT WE ALL KNOW YOU DONT HAVE, SO U SPEND YOUR TIME EXPOSING ME FOR READING DAKARETAI OTOKO WHEN I WAS LIKE 12, BY STALKING ME AND HARASSING MULTIPLE PEOPLE, INCLUDING ME UHHH, THE HONOR I HAVE
uhggg, I wanna say that I'm grateful for having parents that do give me attention and love, and not letting me turn into a pathetic excuse of a person that harasses people in the internet as a hobby, and thank myself for having the guts to say what I wanna say, without the need of a screen protecting me like a bitch ass little coward, like someone we know very much here, thank you soooo much for making time for me, I hope this find u well, and we can repeat the occation when u actually find something great. And also yes, I read Mr.A's farm for the plot, sue me

She's my everything, my love, my baby, and I love her so much
I haven't even noticed this, until today, but I sleep so much better w her presence around me, I don't even need for her to sleep by my side, or on top of me, which she always does
But when I'm sleeping in my room, and she's js there in her little bed, I sleep so much better, I'm much more calmer and I love her so much
If she ever dies, IF, I'm kms with her

This isn't a debate, I js need to let this out of my system, it's just as the title says
And I'm not only talking about how rape is now perceived by some people as this thing that "just happens", and you can look pass through that, that's one thing
The thing that bothers me more is the fact that people sympathize w rapists when they have a remotely sad little backstory/childhood
(in the case of fictional depiction, like in mangas/hwas/huas)
It is necessary to first establish that rape is not a behavioral or mental disorder, but a criminal offense. Although some rapists may have a psychological disorder, there is no such disorder that compels people to rape.
You can feel bad all you want about what has happened, and or continues to happen in their life, but to say that they deserve a happy ending, and a happy life where they forget their past, after what they did???????? That's crazy work
Rape is so normalize people don't understand the amount of damage it does to a person when it actually happens, or even when it's close to it happening
You wanna know who doesn't get to live a happy life forgetting what just happens? The victim.
Crazy how people sympathize more with rapists characters, saying that they're misunderstood, and that you should feel bad for him, more than the actual victim.

Hi guys, in the middle of my suicidal episode and I was thinking, is it silly that one of my ONLY reasons for not kms is the fact that I wanna continue on watching series and reading books and js, consume every time of media I love?
Ts getting too seriously crazy I'm losing my mind

Something that has been happening to me lately is the fact that every time I get up, I get dizzy and my vision gets blurry, like it gets all dark and I can't see, and my legs get all weak, like I can't stand at all
It used to happen only when I layed down, and the I'd stand up, but now it happens even when im just sitting down for a while and I stand up again
One time I even fainted bc I stood up too fast, like my legs couldn't hold my weight at that moment
Does this happen to any of u guys?
Should I be like, really concerned???

And I'm not talking abt:
A and B ----> likes C
That is an ANGLE, know your shapes ppl
I'm talking abt:
A ----> likes B
B ----> likes C
C ----> likes A
Type of story, cs the only manga I can think of is like, kieta hatsukoi for like, 5 chapters, for then to later on reveal that Aoki and Mio like different guys
THAT'S a triangle, cs an actual love triangle cannot be a triangle without it being a little gay

Why do some people think blocking others is childish? The button exists for a reason
That reason being, I don't wanna deal and fight with people that keep bitching and yelling for the most stupidest opinions, most of the times
Like, it gets to a point where certain someone keeps complaining without you saying anything back, and you're js tired of it, and u block them, as simple as that
Or, u js find them annoying
I mean, ig you could say that if someone does or says something bad, and instead of apologizing and holding themselves accountable, and they js block people, now that is childish, but I'm talking in like, oh I js find someone annoying and u block them
Or like an ex u don't wanna know anything abt, bc I've met people that say that blocking your exes is childish, like wha???