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How do you stop the thought of wanting to die? I think I joke and think about my own death so much; and it just feels like I've lived enough Sure, I still wanna do some things, but idk I wake up and think about dying, sometimes I joke about how if I don't do this one thing, I'm gonna kms It's not like an urge, but more of a constant thought Even I'm tired of thinking that, so, how do I stop my dumbass fucking brain from having that thought
I didnt know someone other than me lived like this too. tbh, i dont have an answer for this—i live in a constant state of distraction. distracting myself from making a single thought about anything through my phone. its a losing battle since i literally feel myself getting dumber from it but if i just stop for a single moment, i might make a mist...... reply
Unironically.. looking forward to seeing what happens in tv shows, mangas etc. Not wanting to break my family and especially my younger brother, hot people like no seriously fine ass people in my uni keep me motivated, reaching personal goals like body mods and a dream outfit,
Like theres so much i wanna do and my life has been so boring i feel li...... reply
Idk myself lol. My affordable therapist(chatGPT) told me to just hold on untill i find some purpose. Talk to people, be social and shit.
My therapist didn't help much, i ended up gaslighting it for entertainment and briefly forgot I am suicidal.
Anyways my temporary purpose is to complete Jinx, Swallow you whole, My guildmate next Door, Walk in my...... reply
I have the same problem(?) too. For my case, i believe death is some kind of escape. I am doing fine in my life (of course I fucked up a lot) but life bored me and I hate when things get hard. The thought of dying never leave my brain but I do nothing about it. I never tried to k myself, I just wishing it happens naturally reply
i promised myself that i'll allow myself to die (not keep myself alive, i treat death as a privilege) on my golden jubilee (50th birthday) so i've just been living... going to my fuckass job, playing games, eating and drinking the things i like, hanging out with my friends (when our schedules align) etc etc.
maybe it's bc i'm 23 now, 25 feels like...... reply
My therapist keeps telling me i need to look for something to give me purpose in life to help with this….. but for now, submerge your face in a bowl of cold water and try to hold your breath for 30 seconds. I feel like when I’m panicking I’m short of breath, so i usually only make it to ~15 seconds, but it still helps. I was struggling really...... reply
The thought of me being a loser's what shopping me from wanting to die, especially when i know i have the ability to continue and to become better, luckily i have passed this phase years ago, right now im trying to enjoy a little bit of life while exploring new things reply
fill your brain with the thought of smth you actually like. i got over my suicidal thoughts really slowly, by thinking more and more about something else. something that interests you. it can be a person, art, food, anything. it took me a while, but i got there. if you’re determined enough, i think you can too. you’ll have thoughts occasionally...... 2 reply