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Not the best place to ask but still
How do you stop the thought of wanting to die? I think I joke and think about my own death so much; and it just feels like I've lived enough Sure, I still wanna do some things, but idk I wake up and think about dying, sometimes I joke about how if I don't do this one thing, I'm gonna kms It's not like an urge, but more of a constant thought Even I'm tired of thinking that, so, how do I stop my dumbass fucking brain from having that thought
i promised myself that i'll allow myself to die (not keep myself alive, i treat death as a privilege) on my golden jubilee (50th birthday) so i've just been living... going to my fuckass job, playing games, eating and drinking the things i like, hanging out with my friends (when our schedules align) etc etc.
maybe it's bc i'm 23 now, 25 feels like...... reply
