Ambien_the_Dreamer's answer page 5 (365)

I will be willing to!! Being back as 15 year old girl is much a blessing.. But i prefer to be back as a 12 year old... I wanna do things on my way!! I regretted my life now because I did not follow my instincts and heart at that time (I have a narcissistic dad) in regards with acedemic and social life... Edit: what will I do?? Since I will be ......   reply

For the past few years, I had no achievement of my own, felt like a failure. Just questioning what I am even doing and just gooning away. Sorry to give bad vibes but... the milestones that they claim to be happy with. I am not happy with it. its just giving the, "thank god i am done with this" and just move on.   reply

Actually.. I got into a heated debate on this one a long time before ( I think I lost so badly with that) ... I think before even season 2 and season 3 released.. Since I am also not that much a fan of KS but it really got a massive cult following even girls fantasize Sangwoo. But I wanna try reading it for the reasons being said unto me.. I am......   1 reply

"Fujoshi" I hate the term since I do not want, my name, to be associated with creepy and delusional girls that fetishize anything boy x boy..... And I am just reading BL.... The anime show "Kiss Him, Not Me" made me realized how degrading that term is.. I am totally NOT LIKE the MC there, at all..   1 reply

1. There is a Serratia spp. infection inside NICU of my former job.. more than 10 babies had died to the complications of the infection. Worse thing is... we cannot refuse patients at all so parents are given options to transfer into private hospital or take the risk and give birth into our hospital. and most of our patients are poor, poor. and no......   2 reply

Keeping my anger and anxiety at the same time   reply

worse, it is from a Filipino/Filipina as well!! I hate this internalized hate and misogyny!! urgh! so frustrating!   reply

I am foreign with some words but yup... Totally most of BL are written like this   reply

Me? The basic ones actually… 1. Bastard and Asshole Semes/tops almost dark red to black flag tops like in Jinx, Painter of the Night and other toxic ones. I do not read most toxic BLs for obvious reasons.. and the sad thing is.. they are the MORE popular and known BLs. 2. the obvious Forced sex scenes where the receiving end is in pain and seme......   reply

Money to pay my debts!   reply

Thoughts 1. Fujoshi => they are kinda like a sad case for me. Years before I was so proud of proclaiming to be one. But as years go by (reading BL genre for 7 years).. It is hard for me to be lump in the same group and realized... I am not like them. PROBLEMS (of some or most) 1. Shipping straight boys in other forms of media (anime) and in real......   reply

Happy Thanksgiving to all who celebrates it.   reply

1. Availability of Vegan options. I am not living in either US or India which vegan options are vast or is part of life already. 2. Vegetables are expensive than other sources of food; it is impossible to stick unto it especially if you are broke. 3. Can cause Vitamin B12 deficiency which can affect Red blood cell formation, DNA synthesis, nerve ......   1 reply

Code Geass R2 (the 2 seasons one.) The ending made me sad and also is impressed by how Lelouch is much dedicated to his goal. A peaceful life for his sister. He ended the reign of terror by ending his own life. He totally made a lot of mistakes in the run but it is nice to see a character that has a goal and achieved it.   1 reply