Flat and Furious's question (2)

what I meant by avoidant people is like when they like the person but they push them away because they are afraid but at the same time they think they don't deserve that person or like they are not enough. so pushing people becomes their defense mechanism.

(not really sure if that's what really is an avoidant, that's why im asking)

its 4:00 am and I can't sleep because I did that exact thing above and I am so regretting it. I was overwhelmed:(

So i found this manga on Pinterest but I can't find the name can yall help me

*I'll put the pic on the comments