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At my worst period, it was months at a time...and it wasn't an isolated case. It wasn't even me being "depressed", or at least it didn't feel like I was. I didn't look like I was ready to go and die; I'm not suicidal but I have huge self-neglect tendencies. It was a matter of deep shame for me at one point because whatever I was going through, ment......
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22 days
Nope. Helped me a lot.
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11 08,2026
To be honest, I don't see why you "need" to be "different" from the rest. You just are. Does that need some validation?
Revolving around these ideas and distinctions means you're still pretty much hung up around these ideas and labels.
If i'm going to be completely honest, i really don't care what other people have to say about how i look/seem ......
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05 08,2026
I do it often but for cleaning purposes (lol) . I think the first time hurt but it really didn't matter to me and eventually its just normal. I don't really feel aroused by it or anything as an ace (I do think I am?) so my input isn't very helpful lol.
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09 02,2020
Tbh, idgaf that much about webtoons art; like don't get me wrong i did enjoy old webtoons and imo they were much more memorable to me (like black haze or tower of god), but i wasn't really impressed with the art. But manga though? Yeah I super miss it. Modern ones can't hold a candle to it; idc that modern ones look much more aesthetically nice. I ......
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7 days
I'm a pretty poor communicator too and sort of in a similar situation with my friends right now (not college, but situation where I'm somehow more distanced), so I understand really. I just wanted to say that it is okay to be upset when no one is supporting you when you need it the most. And to accept that people might not reciprocate the kind of s......
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10 04,2026
It's not that everything is pointless, I'm just tired of my own chaos. Really, really tired. That includes all the chaotic, pointless thoughts and depression. It's that time of the year again.
It always just boils down to, "what is really worth it of me living?" That's not about everything else, is it? No. That's about you, not about pointlessness
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I just want to be in cold weather all the time fuck tropics weather (︶︿︶)＝凸 I want to look my best life in dark academia or old goth or like some brooding mysterious lead from a dark or period novel (yes to handsome mysterious women give it to me !!!) BUT IT'S SO FUCKING HOT AND EXPENSIVE!!! Let me cry let me cry for a bit
But yeah happ......
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Bahahaha this is why i just go straight to looking at the fucking and not read anything properly. Don't wan't any surprises
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13 08,2026
An old school i really like is Yamada Tarou Monogatari. I keep coming back because it never stops being funny. Also! "A man who defies the world of BL", idk that's pretty famous but it's good
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yamada_tarou_monogatari/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/zettai_bl_ni_naru_sekai_vs_zettai_bl_ni_naritakunai_otoko/
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25 03,2026
Ah a fellow turning reader heavyweight...I was happy that got a comic but was I kind of let down a bit since I find the novel much better. Anyways, don't judge me but the comic that initiated me to novels was "mahouka koukou no rettousei" (i was very invested in hidden OP characters; i still am now). I got past the shittiest translations at the tim......
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6 days
Well astrology considers an adult at around 29/30, and technically not mature before that so it checks out lol. Guess science caught up.
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09 08,2026
Idk about your dream specifically; maybe there's a scientific explanation for the nosebleed. But dreams do have meaning, your mind speaks in symbols and they reveal your subconscious/psychological state. If you're interested in spirituality it could be a number of things -- it could indicate something in your life at the moment/life changes or some......
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24 days
Probably not helpful to your situation but i didn't like reading before and almost never did unless required. I still did read a few books before that were okay, i found interesting
or were likeable enough but i still didn't like reading itself. It wasn't until i got super obsessed on one story (an adaptation that was originally a book) and just ......
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09 08,2026
I would do everything else / every other possible way or option to get rid of the problem. Killing is my absolute worst option. Idk I think my ego is too strong for this, because if I were in a dystopian fantasy I would obviously be a very different person and killing would be like cutting vegetables. Heck, it's fantasy, I would absolutely find a w......
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23 days
If the anger/ragebait is a reflex or instantaneous reaction, introduce pauses. Whenever you feel the rage bubbling up, focus on your nostrils and take deep breaths, maybe 3 big ones. Move your hands or feet and stretch them to discharge the emotion. Focus on the feeling of your feet on the ground. Take yourself away from the situation if you can if......
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18 04,2026
Probably saw a lot of traumatic/horrendous things atp so not limited to yaoi ig but
1) mutilation, inflation/bellystuffing, fisting or anything traumatic
2) exaggerated proportions (a big cock the size and length of a baseball bat rammed into a small uke, like its reordering/breaking their internal organs)
3) Rape. Esp Violent or very clear trau......
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13 08,2026
