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I'm so sick of following these misogynists mfs but I had no choice but to still watch them on youtube. Y'all, do you know any goat women youtubers out there? I need women gamers who plays horror games.

Why is the male leads in every rofan so mad once the mc stopped having feelings for them? Like for example, villainess mc who liked the ml but not anymore and when mc mentions "dw I will divorce you!" or "I have erased my feelings for you" then suddenly they get irritated. Are the male leads automatically can't sleep peacefully once they learned one person doesn't see them romantically? The NERVE. It pisses me off.

I keep thinking why ukes/women are hairless while the ml is sometimes have a little hair? The male leads are always saying in bl "why is this grown man have hairless dick?" They already gone through puberty and yet there's not a single hair on their dick/pussy? And they're also so small compared to male leads. Are they secretly fantasizing little boy/girl getting fucked by a big grown ass man? Disgusting pedos. Is it so hard to draw a man/woman having public hair? Anyways any recommendations?

Is there any movies like Get Out, Us, Blink Twice, The Visit or Orphan. I wanna feel the goosebumps when the plot twist appears, I want movies that are similar to the Hollywood celebrities clones theory, Epstein files, Cults, (or just a bunch of psychos experimenting humans or something) or like anything that has something to do with any conspiracy theories. I like it when even if I'm watching a movie, it's reminding me about what is happening right now and that there is still something we don't know about.

To people who have overcome p0rn addiction, how did you do it? I'm barely an adult and I was exposed to p0rn when I was 9 years old, I started reading bl p0rn when I turn 13 and until now I haven't overcome it. I couldn't talk about this to my parents because they are the reason why I have this in first place. I was 7 when I started to notice them doing something in the middle of the night, the bed is moving and I hear them whispering, after months of them doing it next to me I did think of confronting them but every single time I couldn't move. I froze until they are done, I was really confused that time and wanted to ask them "why" I hated myself of how I romanticize r@pe, my young mind made scenarios of me being forced to s3x, my intrusive thoughts is making me watch p0rn and regret it afterwards. I can't tell anyone in my family about this, I know too well how they don't really take mental health seriously because one time I cried so much in front of them but my own father just made the situation all about himself "if I were you" or "back in my days" then he's wondering why am I not smiling when I'm with him. I just want to make this addiction go away even if a little bit, I've enough of feeling ashamed in my whole life. Reading is my only way to escape reality. People who did therapy, what did they say to overcome this? Or people who helped themselves to get rid of their own p0rn addiction, how did you all do it?

What I really hate is it's always the mother who died during birth or while the mc is still a baby and the father always hated the child that his wife give birth to. Like who even told you to make your wife pregnant without even checking if her health is stable enough to bear a child, it's really sad most daughters are hated because of it and if the father came to love them it's because she looks like her mother. Hating on a innocent child is crazy, they be forgetting it's also their child.

Guys I wanna start painting using oil paint but I'm not really used to it cause it takes too long to dry, I'm worried I might ruin it before it even dry. I haven't paint since I made something for my project aaand this is the second time I'll be using oil paint, I've been using acrylic paint since I was a kid .. any tips? Like how many amount of paint do I need for it to dry faster, last time I use many paints but some of it didn't get to use it on the canvas and it takes weeks for the painting to dry and I even use hair dryer

How do y'all post arts then get more than a hundreds of likes? I've tried different platform but my art still get ignored, am I cursed or something? Or maybe I really am unlucky in life