Gyltacer's question (6)

Hello. I'm a big fan of the story “No Moral”

I've been wondering if there's any reason why there's no updates lately. Did the author announce a hiatus I wasn't aware of? I would appreciate a little info on what's going on, because I miss those two :'(

Guys, genuine question. How do you keep going in life? I want to hear from the depressed people or someone who got out of it. Everything fucking sucks lately, I'm a hot mess and I'm fully aware of it, but I don't take steps to improve my situation. I'm always hanging on by a thread and no matter how much I clean my room or shower myself and get shit done, THAT feeling is still there. It's like I permanently can't get rid of it. I started feeling this way during the pandemic lockdown (if that's even relevant) and hasn't been the same ever since. It's like no matter how much time I spend on romanticizing my life, buying cute shit and everything, nothing happens. I'm still the same old mess.

I genuinely don't know what to do with my life anymore. I do want to get into therapy, but that'd be just another financial burden on my parents since I don't have a job to fund my own needs yet. I'm genuinely trying everyday, I'm not like those textbook depressed people who refuses to clean — I ALWAYS clean and I still feel like shit. Nobody sees anything wrong with me because I'm apparently functioning “normally”

I have no other people to talk about this to, so I'm just venting here. I'm so jealous of people who has someone close they can talk to about their problems. But I don't, so I'm leaving it here.

I just wish I can get better, someday. If I don't kill myself, that is. I have hopes and dreams too, but it's starting to get all blurry when all I have in mind is how shitty I feel every single day, it feels endless.
I genuinely don't know if there's even a point anymore.

Ya'll, I am SO desperate to pick out something to read right now. Roses and Champagne is done, Passion and Codename Anastasia is still updating, and I NEED plots and vibes similar to these stories. Like, I am so desperate. I am dying of THIRST here, people!!!

Okay, so basically the basic information:
—FL: Pink Hair (Long)
—ML: Blond Hair

Basically the ML is some sort of cold tyrant uh leader or something, and he's possessed by some sort of god that makes him bloodthirsty/grants him power to kill people easily.

Anyway, this FL has to kill this guy, but she's in love with him (lol) and has that sort of book that only she can see the words in (that book is the events of the story itself). Basically, another god granted her the duty of killing him

Been looking for this desperately, I expected I would find it on the front page because it's INSANELY popular, but somehow my dumbass can't find it

Don't care if it's straight, wlw, or mlm. Give me all the stories with chasing arcs. That type of chasing arc that will have you rooting for the main character to escape (lol).

I don't really read novels, but this manhwa got me hooked enough to consider reading it. I don't know where to find a novel site with a decent English translation, so I was wondering if you guys have any recommendations as to where I can read it ^^