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everything. because im always scared   reply

Razors, insects, tiny holes, number 6(specifically the angel number)   reply

i've been on and off before i made my account on 2019 and i don't remember anything i've read, but based on the date, the first thing i saved on my list was Bloody Sweet and i think that's fucking awesome. still my fav manhwa of all time   reply

i honestly don't remember anything other than a very clear memory of me searching up "gay men" on youtube out of all places and getting disgusted but everything went uphill from there   reply

hopefully gone   2 reply

i was kind of like this too last year. i don't remember when it started but i kept having negative thoughts and being pessimistic about everything, and I wasn't always like this before. it doesn't help that i 'failed' to change the path of my life and was seriously considering suicide. and then my (ex)bsf left me. i felt completely isolated and hur......   reply

thank god i don't. unfortunately there's only have been 3 instances where i kinda have 'wet' dreams. the first one was when i was in grade school and got a lil too excited about being imprisoned by some hot anime guards, the second in around mid school where i french kissed this busty anime girl so i could leave the class, and last in high school w......   1 reply

i only really clean my room everytime i change my bedsheets, which is around once a month (or longer). i try my best to hang up every clothes i've worn immediately cus it's one of the things that can easily mess up my room. i'm thankfully have a healthier mindset now so i don't get depressed too much about cleaning my room anymore. though now the b......   reply

my whole body starts shaking everytime the thought of something i like hits. i used to shake when i'm on my way to my bsf's place too. i shake when my fav food arrives. i shake when i hear a real good song. i can barely hold myself back in public   reply

I think the less painful way to die is by overdosing on sleeping pills. I planned to buy rat poison and pills last year. If i swallow a whole bottle of pills and a bunch of poison, it should guarantee death right? I planned to do that in my room. Maybe after I cleaned it up and put away my stuff so my landlord doesn't have to deal with more shit. ......   1 reply

no, but i do feel like im wasting my parents' time and money the way im acting. so the guilt is still there (๑¯◡¯๑)   reply

i'm into someone who's nice and likes me. should also be not real. life has been... a ride.. for now it's all in all peaceful, but i'm about to enter the busy years of college students. i should start to look into interning but ughhh idk shit im dumb. yesterday i bought a cheap cute fountain pen for the first time and it was interesting   2 reply

why so many people from 2019 lmaoo what happened that year (im from the '19 too)   3 reply

jerkt off like 4 times today, ordered food, almost had a meltdown for some reason(prolly from the lack of stimulation). just a bad saturday   reply

i did it! i'd love to read your work once you've finished it :3   reply

i ate chicken that's still bloody and pink on the inside before discovering timer (6 minutes per side for thick/bone-in cuts, low heat)   2 reply

Yo Santa. gimme the strength to face my horrible family tomorrow   reply