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hopefully gone   2 reply

i was kind of like this too last year. i don't remember when it started but i kept having negative thoughts and being pessimistic about everything, and I wasn't always like this before. it doesn't help that i 'failed' to change the path of my life and was seriously considering suicide. and then my (ex)bsf left me. i felt completely isolated and hur......   reply

thank god i don't. unfortunately there's only have been 3 instances where i kinda have 'wet' dreams. the first one was when i was in grade school and got a lil too excited about being imprisoned by some hot anime guards, the second in around mid school where i french kissed this busty anime girl so i could leave the class, and last in high school w......   1 reply

i only really clean my room everytime i change my bedsheets, which is around once a month (or longer). i try my best to hang up every clothes i've worn immediately cus it's one of the things that can easily mess up my room. i'm thankfully have a healthier mindset now so i don't get depressed too much about cleaning my room anymore. though now the b......   reply

the earliest instance i could remember of him failing me probably when he cursed at me for stubbornly begging to go with him, wherever it is he was going (i was very little and i love him). i was a little shaken up but i still went anyway after he begrudgingly let me   reply

i just don't really understand it. romantic type of love at least. never felt it. like i've had crushes here and there but that's it. i don't really have the urge to really wanna be with them. it's just like fangirling. i always wanted to try out dating just for the experience and to try to find out if im completely aromantic or i just "haven't fou......   reply

my whole body starts shaking everytime the thought of something i like hits. i used to shake when i'm on my way to my bsf's place too. i shake when my fav food arrives. i shake when i hear a real good song. i can barely hold myself back in public   reply

I think the less painful way to die is by overdosing on sleeping pills. I planned to buy rat poison and pills last year. If i swallow a whole bottle of pills and a bunch of poison, it should guarantee death right? I planned to do that in my room. Maybe after I cleaned it up and put away my stuff so my landlord doesn't have to deal with more shit. ......   1 reply

this little dress up/picrew-like thingie that i played on my mom's cellphone and use it as wallpaper. it was simpler times back then... (●￣(ｴ)￣●)   reply

no, but i do feel like im wasting my parents' time and money the way im acting. so the guilt is still there (๑¯◡¯๑)   reply

i'm into someone who's nice and likes me. should also be not real. life has been... a ride.. for now it's all in all peaceful, but i'm about to enter the busy years of college students. i should start to look into interning but ughhh idk shit im dumb. yesterday i bought a cheap cute fountain pen for the first time and it was interesting   2 reply

when someone plays with my hand or rubs it tenderly. it's icky icky icky. i don't really like handholding anymore too. linking arms is fine but holding hands feels too intimate and also my palms likes to sweat. just realized it's mostly hands related. i guess i consider hands as one of the most personal part of someone (right after private parts of......   reply

why so many people from 2019 lmaoo what happened that year (im from the '19 too)   3 reply

jerkt off like 4 times today, ordered food, almost had a meltdown for some reason(prolly from the lack of stimulation). just a bad saturday   reply

i did it! i'd love to read your work once you've finished it :3   reply

i ate chicken that's still bloody and pink on the inside before discovering timer (6 minutes per side for thick/bone-in cuts, low heat)   2 reply

Yo Santa. gimme the strength to face my horrible family tomorrow   reply