Holden Hiscock's question (5)

like does anyone else get a rush of endorphins when they read a yaoi where the bully character gets bitched? like the gap moe that happens when their sneer is turned into a shocked sobbing face its so good. idk why i love this trope so much but any yaoi that has this instantly gets 10/10 stars for me. And if its in the seme pov? instantly 100/10. its so good. maybe this love stems from me wanting to pound my bullies but idk. But it has gotten to the point where i wont even touch a yaoi where it doesnt have this characterization for the uke. so much popular yaoi idc for bc the bottom is docile, shy, nice, not rude enough. When I mean rude, I mean RUDE. rude asf. bitchy. mean. annoying. evil. like, and that bitchy bully gets put in a nelson, and just gets bred.

Im the type to not touch a yaoi if the uke isn’t absolutely jaw droppingly gorgeous and idc if the seme is attractive. i actually prefer if the uke mogs him but it’s genuinely hard to find yaois where that is the case bc often times the seme looks better.

im really sick of the uke looking like a plain jane while the seme gets a rlly cool/interesting design or he gets a glow up like a hair color change etc. and i always wondered why that was the case bc it’s almost like in straight romance where the fmc is basic looking but pulls a 10/10 and it’s cause she’s a self insert?

i can understand a gay guy inserting himself but since a large demographic of yaoi readers are females, fess up rn. i’m not mad. i just wanna know why the amount of boring mcs in yaoi is so disgustingly large

obv there have been a lot of good bl manhwas that are currently ongoing but i’m mainly talking about when u go on the newly updated page its like 80% low rated garbage. idk i remember 2019 there used to be heat on every page. like u might not like the art but the story ends up being peak.

nowadays it’s like 90% new bls that only got 5-15 chapters. maybe i’ve just read so much i’ve rotted my brain bro, like i’ve alr been exposed to every plot and trope imaginable im bored i wore my pussy out. tired of the crybaby top x older bottom combo, yall wore it out. any kind of debt involved in the plot wrap it up. that manipulative black flag top x “power” bottom too, kick rocks. i’m tired of this grandpa like atp im thinking i genuinely got clinical depression bc i remember being a kid and listening to my blcd while reading the manga just absolutely gooning to yaoi all day and everyday and now it’s like. everyone getting raped what’s going on.

Who do yall think the first freak on this planet was? Like the first freak to discover riding ur pillow would be pleasurable? Yall think they rode a horse and found themselves dripping everytime Stanley jumped over a log? The first freak to detach their shower head and point it at their cooch. The first freak to try to suck their own dick. The first freak with a fetish, like yall think a man in the 1900s came home after a long day at the factory to his wife and pounded her shit so good she peed and it turned him on more? His wife probably thought he was a weirdo and divorced his ass and he probably died thinking he had some sort of mental disease on his cock he liked when women peed, especially on him. People that liked getting tied up. Yall ever think someone back then got kidnapped and found their tied hands arousing? Their kidnapper got a knife to their throat and they’re just rock hard. Or the first person with a daddy kink. We really progressed as a society this is mind boggling mind blowing blow my shit

i can't read half of the trending bl nowadays bc it's the same fucking shit. i just wanna read about a bottom absolutely ruining the top's life and gets dicked down for it as revenge, but i can only ever find sadistic stupid fucking little bitch blond russian motherfuckers. there should be a law set in stone that if you write a bully, that bully deserves to be the bottom in the story, bc they cannot have all the power even in the bedroom. zhenya for example. u cannot tell me this man isnt the epitome of a bratty bitch bottom, he needs the fattest and thickest cock thrusting inside of him tearing him apart and filling him w babies to correct that fuckass stupid ass bitch ass attitude and JCBHJFJIEQDBHJFDVUJIFEWJVREJIOEDW