Babybeel's answer page 4 (150)

Fate/Zero, Death Note, Nana, Maquia, Chi no Wadachi, No longer human, Letter Bee, Itsuka Koi ni Naru Made, 10 years where i loved you the most, Ao Haru Ride, Jumyou wo Kaitotte Moratta Ichinen ni Tsuki Ichimanen de, Radio Storm, Ameiro Paradox etc etc. All of these regardless of their subject matter left a deep impression on me and it made me thin......   reply

we. are. not. doing. this.   1 reply

when i was younger i used to absolutely hate men with facial hair, or hairy men in general but as i got older i started liking men with beard and hair you know adds spice but to me the most important thing about a man is that HE MUST BE A GOOD PERSON   reply

I saw a very vivid dream once of having penis with two scenarios 1. In the first one I had a long and slim dick and jerked off and came 2. In the second one I had a slightly shorter but girthy dick and jerked off and came So the girthy one felt better in my hands but the long one looked pretty, also cumming felt like peeing with a whole lot of edg......   reply

It's all about crossing that boundary of gender roles set in society, we can't escape it irl- so BL twists that narrative on its head and presents men- our bane of existence as something that breaks the mould of the norms of gender without us being in the equation. Hence your preference of buff uke pretty top. Buff men irl are known to be dominant ......   reply

it doesn't go away unfortunately, only meds help me.. therapy works but it's a loooooong process and too broke for that   reply