I've been depress for a while. I'm really just tired and just see no future in my life anymore. But I haven't physically try to kill myself but always have thoughts about it or have something to start it but never left a scar to show proof. I've been trying to get better with the help or my dad, brothers, and those I keep close. They are caring and...... 1 reply
I'm going to be honest. Rape in fiction is an obvious answer for me. That's the main point, it's fiction not real. Of cause, and it's also obvious that rape and sexual violence in real life is a horrible thing... and experience, but that's all I'm going to say about that part.
I personally don't mind rape in literature because of the fact that in...... 2 reply
I never thought of that because each time I convince myself thinking that people are facing worse situations as compared to mine and I should be happy about my situation and life. But accidentally one of my friends thought I was trying to kill myself and it became a big issue in my school while I was just holding a cardboard cutter and imitating a ...... reply
It‘s not that I tried it but my life is such a mess right now. I never felt this bad and even If I was sad in the past because of something I just forgot it. I am so exhausted and have lost all my motivation for life since a few months. I just lie in bed and cry every second. My problem is not even that bad and people will probably think that I a...... reply
One day I was in the car, my dad driving my family to a family dinner (you know how those go). And I was casually writing my suicide note in my head, planning how I would end it all, drawing a very ugly exaggerated version of myself, and trying not to cry. It was a very traumatic experience, and I don't think it will be the last of its kind. That w...... 1 reply
I want to tell everyone who thinks suicide will solve all the problems and struggles in your life, that this is just a misleading concept. Believe me, someone who fought with depression themeselves as they grew up. I self harmed, I cried my self to sleep every night and even tried to kill myself. I was diagnosed with severe depression after I left ...... 2 reply
Hell no I'm not going to die virgen, and there's a lot of manhwa I want to finish, and anime, why would I think of associate? Cuz of some stupid problems that is gonna end no time lol. reply
I mean, look at life. Life is something given, u don't know what to do with it, u lost people, u gain some, u get betrayed, u experience fear, difficulties, hardships, deaths of loved ones.
If u think about it clearly, life can be so difficult that u want to end it in any ways. So u can't say "i never thought about it", or u have a sense of life be...... reply
I just had a fight with my parents and tried to calm down by walking outside, I was feeling dazed but it was quite a busy day since many vehicles were roaming the streets. While I was walking I felt a strong breeze behind me so I looked and saw a truck speeding down the road. I stared blankly at it and said to myself, I swear to god I remember thes...... reply
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I have, yes. I've been depressed since I started middle school, and throughout that time I was self harming, and I still bare the scars from that part of my life, but I've been clean for over four years now. I still do struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts, but it's a hell of a lot better now than it was back when I was ten y...... reply
I am scared of pain and the afterlife and whether nothing exists,if I go to hell, or purgatory or something. I don't want to die at a bad moment or at my own hands. I don't want my pathetic life to have been for nothing I want to find something that makes life worth living and I want you guys to do that also reply
Living in the suburbs is very boring so there’s nothing really to do other than stay home. I sometimes use the MEE bot on discord to see if I should stay home or go to school (LOL I tried it once and I skipped school cuz of it.. it was funny) and I stay home for days on end during holiday breaks (⊙v⊙) reply
Senior in high school. Been so damn close many times, and I still want to every day, but I feel better than I did. Have lots of scars on my upper arms. 1 reply
In middle school, I’ve contemplated many times about killing myself and I even came close in middle school, but chickened out the last minute. I had self harmed a few times... but i got too scared cuz I might get caught at school or sth so I stopped. Freshmen year of high school, I really started giving up so I’d come home from school and just ...... 1 reply
Yeah about a year ago I did. It was bc my mom kept yelling at me and I thought “well I should just end it” but looking back on it now I kind of realize I was just looking for attention. reply
I was 18 (now 21) when I first read a yaoi manga. I knew what it was but didn't think much of it, until...
I was looking for a manga then came upon Himegoto Asobi. And then I was like, "Eh, What could go wrong?" So I ended up reading it, and then bam! Here I am reading hundreds more of yaoi. reply
Senior year of middle school. It's friday and almost midnight. I'm alone with my brand new windows XP pc, first time actually having access to the internet at home. I'm searching for porn. What else could a 13 year old be doing? Yet, I have no clue of the many websites that exist. I only know the porn site that the neighborhood kids were watching, ...... 1 reply
been mostly active in 19 BL discord servers including BL Scanlation Groups Discord Servers. If you have questions, you can DM me @ Lucaon Selvior#5795 and let us unleashed the Yaoiness in us fellow Fujodanshi reply
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