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I was trying to find this manhwa here but no uploader seems to upload it yet if anyone’s interested in uploading it please answer I wanna read it here

A girl at my class who's I'm not that close with put her foot between my legs in a way where it's going up yknow? , I can't explain it, but she have a BF and she did that which I find kinda weird she also gave me a weird ass smile when I look back at her so I just laughed it off I don't really know what to feel about it tbh

i lowkey wanna become a man or someone who isn't a man or a woman...
i wanna get top surgery and grow tall. i want to love a woman as a man and love another man as a man. maybe i will get top surgery and change my identity one day but idk, anyone ever felt like this?

So basically its a master x servant type of shi. The master is rumored to cruel(?) But it turns out he's a good master, he just doesn't show himself. The mc was looking for a job and he end up working at the master's mansion. I think the master is not human and the "I need sex to survive" trope happened, I think.......
My minds a bit foggy about this story. I just randomly remembered this cause theres a manhwa with a similar concept ಥ_ಥ
Other things i can remember is:
- the master has black hair
- it was probably a manga
- theres this maid with a serious expression
- I think something happened with the masters mother and he has nightmares about


Pls pls pls Let me know if you know this or yknow anything that is remotely similar cause my minds foogy about this story