2021-01-05 09:10:13
2021-01-05 08:27:05
i literally can’t. i have really bad anxiety + suicidal thoughts so i guess they cancel each other out. i cant physically attempt to do it
2021-01-05 06:15:21
2021-01-05 06:02:39
Had a mental breakdown. Resulted in me writing a suicide letter because I really thought I was going to try and kill myself tonight.
2020-12-30 19:40:26
2020-12-22 17:31:30
2020-12-21 23:25:06
Everything just feels like too much, like I can't take it.
I can't do anything right and I'm not even trying to do it right.
2020-12-21 23:21:53
I've always had suicidal thoughts since 3 years ago. But I am always too much of a coward when it comes down to it.
2020-12-21 23:02:53
I was honestly doing better resecently but school and my mom are making feel like disappearing
2020-12-21 14:18:01
2020-12-21 11:26:35
But im rly lazy to do that even lookin ma self into the mirror my mind say that "not now im lazy" lolol
2020-12-21 11:19:51
i tried to courage myself to do but i am a coward after all. feeling too tired just don't want to be alive anymore.
2020-12-21 04:54:31
2020-12-20 15:05:28
What scares me is that I can see it in my dreams doing it and half way ding it irl.
2020-12-20 14:26:07
2020-12-20 10:38:30
2020-12-20 03:34:59