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Shutup! April 24, 2024 8:18 pm

I read the novel and 1st timeline is very very very sad. I avoided to read the webtoon and here I am crying again because this is sad.
It's been a long time, so from what I remember, 1st timeline, Cloff was left alone by all his children, not only his first born. The 1st child told the others what happened to their birth mother (Aeroc) and how he used to lived lonely and never permitted to meet his children. But in webtoon only 1st child is leaving the house (if someone remember, please tell me).
Cloff in 1st timeline was actually in love with Aeroc but as he is eager to build his career, he avoided taboo of alpha x alpha relationship, that's why he chose Rapiel who resembles Aeroc.

In 1st timeline, I think Aeroc has paid his sin 10 times fold. He died miserably the same as what he did to Rapiel, he was ruined of his wealth, poor, self himself just for bread, turned to omega, raped by people, raped by kloff to birth his 6 children.
Even then, he was denied to ever call them his children. They are all Rapiel children. Yes what he did was horrible, but he went through his atonement, asked forgiveness, and lived miserably for years. What made me sad is that he never get to meet his children at all except 1st child.

To be honest, I don't wish them together in this lifetime too. Kloff is exactly the same as he was in 1st timeline. But I agree kloff works as investment manager for Aeroc.

If I m not mistaken, later in the story kloff realize his nightmare is actually his past life that haunted him and he ask Aeroc forgiveness. Yeah, sure dude. Idk why I torture myself this way while my doctor told me not to stress. I wish them to find their own own happiness, but not together.

Forgive me If I remember some part wrong

    ad3line. April 25, 2024 1:53 pm

    Hermmms, from what I’ve read from the novel, Aeroc was the one who told him the torture he got from Kloff when they became lovers somehow (I just wished that kloff apologized to aeroc for the tortures Aeroc went through) and then they later in the novel have seggs and give birth to children.

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    Idk if this is what actually happened as whatsoever the translation of the novel might be wrong but kloff loses his memory and forgets about Aeroc and his children. Aeroc becomes sad and tries to get kloff to remember but won’t tell him his name and shit. Then Aeroc retells the story to kloff and kloff, I don’t know, I didn’t read this part but I have heard of ppl telling it is that later in the novel, kloff r4pes Aeroc AGAIN

    Shutup! April 25, 2024 3:19 pm
    Hermmms, from what I’ve read from the novel, Aeroc was the one who told him the torture he got from Kloff when they became lovers somehow (I just wished that kloff apologized to aeroc for the tortures Aeroc w... ad3line.

    Yeah. I tried to read spoiler turned out there's book 3 (kloff regression, but not aerok). In this life kloff tried to attack aerok in the party (aerok has no memory of the past), so he was scared of kloff. This kloff also tried to torture the current aerok. But he learned this aerok is not the same aerok he knew and that's his regret and longing. People said kloff tried to suicide so he can meet 1st timeline aerok.
    Overall. I don't think kloff deserve either rapiel or aerok. I should not reread this again.

Shutup! April 8, 2024 1:28 pm

Based on novel (maybe differ from webtoon?).

Uke wasn't gay at all. In novel uke is kinda loner so he admired seme who he thought was cool. He thought by following seme around he had his secret not that he wanted to blackmail seme. He just feel connected (kinda like Oh I feel special because I m the only one who knows). Seme has positive reputation at school. This stalking habit became hsi routine.

Seme is chaebol, his family is normal chaebol. But his grandfather is gangster. Seme is well liked by his grandfather because seme has similar twisted mind as him. Seme is gwanggong & psychopath.
Even after seme assault, he tried to control uke. He forced uke to stop his part time job tutoring by giving uke his card. Uke secretly rebelling by keeping his jobs. So seme sent his underling to threaten uke's bosses. Uke than use seme's card, but the card has been cancelled. It made uke to beg seme. Uke is sole bread winner in his family. Uke the forced to sleep with seme on the day he usually he went tutoring.

Uke is afraid of seme. Who got beaten up by seme if he rebel. Uke brother was in huge debt and he ran away to Vietnam or Philippines (don't remember). One day, hyung came back and forced uke and the mother to ran away abroad with him. Of course using uke saving. Uke tried to call seme and tell him that the loan shark are after his family so he have to leave. But hyung snatch his phone and destroy it. They were captured by loan shark and they were about to be harvested (their organ).

Seme who can't call uke, looked for him at his home and found uke phone was broken. Finally seme arrived at where they were kidnapped. Hyung is already at operating table, mom was passed out. Uke is still awake. Seme found him and got angry. Seme knew uke was kidnapped, but he still blame uke for ran away. He smashed uke angkle.

Uke was given option, uke have to stay with him and live with him or else he will make uke family suffer by sending him the loan shark. At this point the dynamic of their relationship is : uke scared of seme, seme is obsessed over uke but never say he love him or something.

After few weeks not able to leave seme house, mom is invited to seme house. Mom was worried because his broken ankle and ask where will he come home. Uke told mom he can't leave because loan shark will come looking for them again. And only by living by seme side they are all will be safe. Mom understand that uke was held hostage. She said it's okay and still asked uke to come back home. Uke afraid that seme will be angry. So uke told his mom, seme is his lover. And he didn't work for months and all his money are given by seme. Mom was shocked but she understand.

I think if I m not mistaken, uke started liking seme when side story begin. Seme was booking a vacation with uke. But the agency name is a girl name. Uke thought seme was cheating, and he was angry, he yell at seme. Seme wanted to beat up uke but realized uke is shaking in fear so he asked him what him. Uke told him he saw his text message with a girl. Seme looked at his phone and it turned put a misunderstanding. I think this is the first time seme can hold his fist back.

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LevixEren July 5, 2016 8:57 pm

Hi Can you guys please recommend me high school fighting (martial art) manga / manhwa / webtoon? Comedy is a plus. No romance please.
Perfect example : Beelzebub, Dokgo
I have read : noblese, breaker, lookism, bremen, kyokara ore wa, gamers, super outcast
Thank you

LevixEren October 25, 2015 7:18 am

I m trying to find this yaoi manga that I read before.
It 1st chapter is as one shot manga, I think 2nd or 3rd story.
The continuation of this chapter is on another manga.

There is this popular guy (rich, handsome, smart & the girls are always around him). This rich guy's parent helped a bankrupt family long time ago, when he was a kid. And now, the son of the family that his parent helped, appears, and following him around as a lackey because he wants to repay him for helping his family back then. He is delinquent with piercing and tall.
Because this rich guy wants the delinquent to stop following him, so he asked the impossible, to have sex with him. But surprisingly the delinquent agree but he fainted at the middle of sex, and the delinquent is the uke.
I remember the story title is : Lion won't bow down (or something) but I remember the Lion things.

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XiaoLang February 13, 2019 6:11 pm

i have found you. The someone with the almost similar taste as me.
>>> "Strong Uke - Manly Uke"
>>> "seme & uke have same height/built is more preferred"

WE NEED TO TALK.
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LevixEren February 14, 2019 10:40 am

Haha thanks! Glad we have something in common to share with

kelly17 April 26, 2016 12:27 pm

thanks to you I discovered Harada sensei (love him!) and Koimonogatari! thank you!!

LevixEren April 26, 2016 12:59 pm

Wow really?!! Glad that I can help (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

kelly17 April 26, 2016 2:13 pm
Wow really?!! Glad that I can help (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ LevixEren

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zer0h September 15, 2015 2:57 am

i absolutely love the comments you put in your lists on the mangas! i added a bunch to my want to read list. thanks~ヾ(☆▽☆)

LevixEren September 15, 2015 7:54 am

Glad we shared same interest!!! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

Quite annoyed by people who kept saying  "slutty" all the time and all sort of people who think they are some kind of social justice warrior. Some time all you need is live in real world and be human. Stop being keyboard warrior. 

I really hate cheating trope and all kinds of red flags character in romance novel. BL or Straight.
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