"youre awful because you kidnapped and repeatedly raped me (correct and valid)" → "wait... we dated in high school?" → "i love you and i need to fuck you right now 24/7" →"you're not the you from 9 years ago? kys!" →"nooo babe you killed yourself?? i was jk!" → "lemme cover for u raping and kidnapping me rq even though i want our relationship to end permanently" → "bestie i love you and it's really not stockholm syndrome i promise" → "lets move in together yesterday and love each other forever and ever " → happy ending ???
tw !!! very rapey... and morally wrong. but if ur wretched and something's wrong w u then read this for me its not like the killing stalking typa vibe tho that's why it was easier to read. cried to this cause i felt so bad for the bottom
i actually finished reading this, though i don't remember when. It was dark and i still remember about it clearly, proud of me since i don't really like this kind of genre but newey the plot was good and
I HAVE NO IDEA WTF IS GOING ON WITH THEM… BUT IF THEY ENDED UP TOGETHER I WILL END MYSELF. AAAH THEYRE TRYING TO MANIPULATE ME INTO ACCEPTING THEIR RELATIONSHIP. I WONT ACCEPT THIS I HAVE THE POWER OF REREADING THE FIRST 10 CHAPTERS AND REMEMBER WHAT THAT ASSHOLE DID TO MC. AND BITJ MC NEVER RAPED HIM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Jesus christ I don't know what to make of this. On one hand, it's depressing as fuck and tragic but on the other I was morbidly invested in the story. To be honest, I didn't like the ending. Putting aside the fact that the Uke is clearly suffering from Stockholm Syndrome, it didn't feel like a happy ending or at the very least a bitter sweet one. It felt more like the characters were just like "fuck it, I guess I'm stuck with you now". To be honest it should've ended in tragedy with how things were. Also, I absolutely hate the "second couple" (if that's even a couple). One guy is quick to temper and treats his friend and others like shit while the other one is soft and can't muster up the courage to tell him enough. But, like the toxic main, they still end up together. (Little nitpick, but I think it's complete BS that the Uke forgot his past with Seme. Yes I know he technically "forced" himself to forget but still. That relationship was a major part of his high-school life.)
All in all this was a strange but morbidly interesting read. Wouldn't recommend it for romantics though.