Myllie1

I just watched femme (2023) and I would really love a BL like that but where they end up tgt.

I'm looking for psychological, gay homophobe seme (I can go for bi but most bi dudes with internalize homophobia just repress real hard or don't realize they are bi, while gay dudes usually know and often are sneaking around), NOT comedy. Toxic toxic toxic, if not entirely, at least in the beginning. Yay for violence, and preferably nay for rape (although I can take dubcon if it fits the bill).

Whole movie spoilers ahead

In femme we gave a drag queen and a closeted homophobe who beats her up to "defend his honor" and keep the straight pretense. Then, the drag sees him in a gay sauna and goes after him, they hook up (out of drag ofc) and she decides to out him filming a porn. But they end up developing feelings, she heals enough to be able to do drag again and gives up on outing the guy through revenge porn, while he matures enough to be able to go to a gay club to celebrate the birthday of the guy he likes. But then he sees her in drag and she tells a joke about her gay agressor (him). Hurt, he confronts her after, believing everything they had tgt was fake and then they fist fight, he tries to kill her but can't go through and just cries on the floor like a baby while she walks away apparently also unwell. Later we see her opening his gift the morning after.
Because of how it ends, we can imagine that maybe he'd overcome his internalized homophobic for her once he left the place he was living, or maybe they do get back tgt and just stay toxic. It's so good and the actors are soooo beautiful.

Anything with the killing stalking vibe? And by that I mean long, bleak, it's not meant to make you feel overwhelming pity, and doesn't rely on erotic depictions of sexual abuse. (cause the abuse in KS is SO interesting but I don't think it was meant to get anyone wet)