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not-quite-healthy BL that i like + trigger warning

I normally steer away from works that have rape/noncon/dubcon sex scenes and unhealthy relationship bc i hate them, but these ones are the exception.

Beware of the triggering topics in these mangas, including:
- rape/sexual assault between MCs
- toxic relationship between MCs
- manipulative MCs
- incest
- violence and/or murder
- and other unhealthy tropes

Please read the TW and read with discretion!
Tags: Yaoi BL
All(21) / manga(21)

Hitsuji no Kawa wo Kita Kemono

 8.7(209 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Kyuugou
Genre(s): Drama / Mystery / Yaoi

[18+, drama]

TW: manipulative MC, toxic relationship, toxic behavior apologist, rape attempt (not between MCs), noncon drugging, hate sex

Why i still like it:
- decent writing
- the toxic character actually shows that he wants to change and tries to make amends for his wrongdoing.

23 08,2021

A Declaration of Revenge

 9.0(907 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): bad pharmacy
Genre(s): Action / Shounen Ai

☆ 4.5/5

[PG, action, drama]

TW: kidnapping, violence, murder, obsessive behavior, PTSD/trauma, amoral character

Why i still like it:
- i'm weak for badass men falling for each other
- this is the kind of story i've wanted to read for so long!!!!
- ML's amoral behavior was acknowledged and wasn't excused
- MC clearly stated that what the ML did was fucked up and he didn't support it
- MC loved ML but didn't want to be in relationship unless the ML got his shit together

23 08,2021

Yonin no Nibiiro

 8.3(1009 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Akabeko,akabeko
Genre(s): Drama / Yaoi / Smut

4/5

[18+, drama, action]

TW: rape between MCs, toxic relationship, scum MCs, incest main couple (half-brothers), yakuza, violence, torture, child neglect and abuse, mother complex, homophobia

Why i still like it:
- rape wasn't romanticized
- abusive behavior was recognized as such
- author didn't change the course of the relationship to a fluffy one like many did, but instead leaving it as toxic and problematic as it should be

23 08,2021

Like a Tidal Wave - from Pheromone Shower

 9.5(486 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Chilyong
Genre(s): Yaoi / Romance / Webtoons

4/5

[18+, supernatural, drama, romcom]

TW: ABO universe, dubcon sex between MCs, heat, kidnapping, sexual assault, inconsistent character (i think this one is because of the writing is flawed)

Why i still like it:
- non heteronormative
- use dads for both parents with male gender instead of using "mom"/"wife" for the child bearer

23 08,2021

My Little Inferno

 8.9(229 voted)
Complete
Author(s): ASADA Nemui
Genre(s): Adult / Yaoi

4/5

[18+, drama, romcom in a twisted way]

TW: rape between MCs, toxic relationship, criminal MC, blackmail, age gap, huge size gap, anxiety

Why i still like it:
- MC was aware of the toxic nature of his relationship with ML
- rape wasn't romantized
- good depiction of anxiety

23 08,2021

Tenshi no Uta (NISHIDA Higashi)

 7.7(149 voted)
Complete
Author(s): nishida higashi
Genre(s): Adult / Drama / Mature / Psychological / Tragedy / Yaoi

[18+, drama, psychological]

TW: rape (not between MCs), incest, rape attempt between father and son, toxic relationship, suicide attempt, destructive behavior, child abuse, trauma, prostitution, pedophilia

I think every trigger warning existing on this earth could be applied to this manga lmao-- it's that dark and depressing. And yet, there's still charm, humor, warmth , and hope even when it's so bleak sometimes, just like how the lives of these characters were. I love it.

23 08,2021

Ani No Chuukoku

 8.0(590 voted)
Complete
Author(s): asada nemui
Genre(s): Action / Romance / Yaoi


[18+, drama, action]

TW: brothers incest, yakuza, violence

Why i still like it:
- the author wrote it so well that the relationship between the two was believable and kinda make sense
- good dynamic between MCs

23 08,2021

Gesshoku Kitan

 8.9(365 voted)
Complete
Author(s): syundei
Genre(s): Historical / Horror / Supernatural / Yaoi

4/5

[18+, mystery, thriller, supernatural]

TW: murder, pedophilia, violence, rape, abusive relationship

Holy crap what a rare BL. The theme is really disturbing, sure, but the author didn't sugarcoat or glorify it at all. Instead, they acknowledged how messed up things are and presented a great thriller story.

23 08,2021

Utsukushii Tamashii

 9.3(294 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Komatsu
Genre(s): Yaoi / School Life

4/5 so far

[18+, drama, psychological]

TW: sexual favors, pressuring for physical relationship

Why i still like it:
- plot might be more interesting than i thought
- the relationship between the MCs is intriguing and i kinda like the dark vibe of the manga

23 08,2021

Coyote (ZARIYA Ranmaru)

 9.5(151 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): ZARIYA Ranmaru
Genre(s): Drama / Fantasy / Supernatural / Yaoi

4.5/5 so far

[18+, supernatural, mystery]

TW: werewolves, heat, dubcon sex between MCs, taking advantage, violence

Why i still like it:
- interesting and unique plot
- good writing

23 08,2021

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