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Fucked-up BL (psychological, thriller, borderline horror)

upsetting themes: abuse, incest, rape, harm, self-harm, suicide, pedophilia, etc

Don't clutch your pearls -- fucked-up stories existed, exist, and will exist.
Don't read them and move on to a story you like, don't hate-read.
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Please make sure to read the CW when reading any kind of BL -- your mental health is more important than BL.
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this recommended list has some "fucked-up" story as well: https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/366645/?filter=&page=1

All(199) / manga(199)

Happy Shitty Life

 9.0(1016 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Harada
Genre(s): Yaoi / Smut / Comedy
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01 10,2023

To the Sea

 8.4(443 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Asada Nemui
Genre(s): Horror / Shounen Ai
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01 10,2023

DOGMA(Akabeko)

 7.4(471 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Akabeko
Genre(s): Yaoi / One Shot
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01 10,2023

No Reason

 6.7(165 voted)
Complete
Author(s): salty
Genre(s): Ecchi / Action / Webtoons / Yaoi / Drama
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01 10,2023

Formless

 8.3(770 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Won Lideu,Taegun,Wanttoread
Genre(s): Adult / Drama / Horror / Mature / Psychological / Romance / School Life / Smut / Yaoi / Webtoons
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The uke just accepts his fate and lowkey mind breaks. There is no happy ending for uke. He will forever live the rest of his life in fear of the seme’s violence.

07 10,2023

Akuheki

 8.7(277 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Iimo
Genre(s): Drama / Psychological / Yaoi
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09 10,2023

Hwang Young's Misery

 9.3(542 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Yeaze
Genre(s): Webtoons / Yaoi / Adult / Mature / Smut / Psychological
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psychological horror
mutual toxicity not just one-sided abuse

11 10,2023

Kegare no nai Hito

 7.8(178 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): MUSHIKAI Natsuko
Genre(s): Drama / Psychological / Yaoi
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CW: pedo and child-murderer seme D:

14 10,2023

Mary Jane

 9.1(636 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Gwagen , DUNDUN
Genre(s): Webtoons / Yaoi
Already read Now reading Want to read
30 10,2023

Red Mansion

 8.6(142 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Guwol,Nanggaek
Genre(s): Yaoi / Drama / Webtoons
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Both of them are fucked-up.
toxic yaoi without SA
comments: well-done psychological thriller
me: maybe just a misery porn for people who love toxic bl :D

04 11,2023

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BaskingintheSun May 3, 2026 3:21 pm

Hey OP, I just read Healer. Any recs like that? Like,,they're both fucked in the head, they're in horrible situations, but they're nice to each other + psychological horror + depth of story?

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