Dark Past BaggagesTrauma in ◥✤BL✤◤

seme only knows how to use money for persuasion and favor. a yandere rich man, high-maintenance seme. good thing uke is the understanding and kind type. they have good friendship in the past too.

both
I'd say this is a masterpiece that I will read again and again. I wish sensei at least has shown even one omake of their everyday life together. It's a dark psychological story about a broken man who hides his insanity through music. A pediatrician met the conductor's son who is the same age as his son and got fond of him. Timeskip to the present and the doctor is now a hollow man who fiercely longs for his family who died in an accident. The two met again After 10 yrs

(younger) seme
p. 1-83: a brave boy who faced life's hardship at a tender age of 14. thank god he was found by this thug-looking adult with a heart. (note: no shota sex happened. boy is 16 yo. @their first sex.)
▸ mechanic may be gruff and not showy but he is kind and way decent than the useless father and served as seme's sorta guardian.

uke
couple 2: school committee president that carries this pressure both from family and school responsibilities. sometimes, he just cant take it any more.

uke
ch.3-1-5.6: salaryman #subordinate x superior. #dark #angsty guy who swears out of love.
#switch uke x #flashy #cheerful #kind seme. a physical abuser from his past relationship had a trauma from it too. now that he is at loss as to what his identity is, maybe he can find salvation from this bright and cheerful subordinate
graphic, explicit sex

uke.
ch. 5-6: trauma-induced blindness. dark, twisted story of a blind musically gifted composer and a normal salaryman who had one fateful meeting. enter yandere elder bro as villain. i love the story, the narrations has this poetic novel feeling to it.

multiple pairings, two brother ukes.
two brothers who were a sad product of parents playing favourites. so we can't do a thing about the parents (as much as i got angery at them) but at least both brothers found people who could help them with their issues

uke
a guy that has closed himself and put up walls around him, refusing to get people in. he's still holding out on that big guilt he had from his daughter's death. seme, despite being this being his first time falling inlove with a man (he's always been straight) just winged it pursue his feelings.

uke
and because he was really hurt bec of the horrible breakup he had with a gf, he's closed his heart in fear of being that "clingy person that will eventually be thrown away" once more.
▸ then this dumb, silly guy came spouting about being his ideal is making it hard. but at the same time, this seme has the biggest of heart enough to heal and reassure him.
beautifully slow-paced and matured w/o being physical.

uke
ewon has to take in his estranged little sister and all the bitterness and resentment he had to his mother came back w/c also affected his relationship with mookyul