Dark Past BaggagesTrauma in ◥✤BL✤◤

uke
ch. 6: this sad and lonely yong man is deaf and experienced discrimination with his own family. then he and this novelist met, but in bad terms... twice. despite all, uke is emotionally tough and even came back.

uke
behind the capable and perfect facade is the deep-rooted fear of becoming 'ugly' which came from the childhood hatred for his mother that left a deep impact on him, thus his distrust on people and himself and his unwillingness to be dominated.

uke
uke's got a deeply-rooted abandonment issues so he's distrustful of other's kindness, hates commitment, sleeps around and generally pretends he's perfectly fine.
▸ good thing seme is a kind and devoted man who is patient in winning this low-confidence boy's love.
very smutty manga + childcare.

Uke
Part of the werecat universe. His deep loneliness rooted from the lack of affection since kittenhood that make him put up a wall and only seek out shallow affections.

uke
ch. 4-6: #counsin!cest. #reencounter, 10 years. the cousin he adored so much suddenly appeared in his apt. has changed drastically, currently in self-destructing mode. real story is, his parents have been neglecting him. everything's gone... except for their childhood promise that served as uke's strength. #persistent #spoiled #bratty uke x #normal seme

seme
#guilt as a doctor. wife died.
p.69-102: "what cold hands you have" something we have learned from fairtytales is that this observation spells trouble. a short yet quite beautiful story of a snow being whose cold heart has melted, literall and figuratively by this burdened doctor who still had nightmares about the wife he can't save.

seme
vol 1 p.172-202: student pursues teacher, teacher pretend not to notice until student graduated. at the time the story started, they are already lovers and dig by the seme's unsavory past. i love the young uke's reaction to his revelation. i think it has somehow helped heal some deep insecurity of the seme's with his accepting attitude.

both
seme. he makes himself out as an asshole to protect this younger man from this harsh society that has given him a lot of grief. inside, he is hurting while trying to contain his feelings.
uke has a different persp. he's decided to face everything with a kind smile.

uke
▸ school life, adorable.
▸ behind that comedic idiot facade, uke hides the trauma that his parent's divorce caused him. he plays the sleazy playboy at school to hide the fact that he refuses to entrust his heart to someone

Uke
explicit, uncensored smut
Uke is lonely, does not like relinquishing control and dislikes night. All these stems out from a traumatic incident from his childhood. One considerate and kind seme (with a little bit of a kinky and sadistic side)
Explicit smut