People underestimate PTSD and depression. The person he loved died and put his name in a s...

People underestimate PTSD and depression. The person he loved died and put his name in a suicide note and only killed himself after his confession, that stuff fucks you up. He feels like he murdered him. I'm surprised the father didn't commit suicide himself - the only thing holding him back was yuuto who he vowed to protect and the seme because of his straightforwardness. If you're annoyed by the uke's attitude, then you clearly don't understand the seriousness of depression and trauma.

I could relate to some parts of it a lot like the deep self-hatred and the self-sabotage. （￣へ￣）

It also doesn't help that the uke had 0 positive romantic experiences and turned to sex to forget everything.