Is it weird for me to actually have a list that have a pessimistic depressive uke/seme? You'd most likely appreciate my list http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/69274/
You may find some mangas like that here -
http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/57857/
Try the ones that have - suicide, attempted suicide, mental disorder, depressive disorder, mentioned in their reviews.
So lately, all of the happy and carefree mangas were kinda irritating me because I envy them. (I'm a depressed kind of person) Can you please, please, PLEASE recommend me a Straight or Yaoi manga where the MAIN (nobody else) character is either seriously suicidal or seriously insecure? Something like Konbini-kun? Thanks!