Help me!!(づ￣ ³￣)づ

Can someone help me? I have been searching for this manga for a while now but I can't find it help me if you encounter it. Umm The uke is living by himself but I think since he was I kid he can feel that someone is watching him it not horror okay it's protecting him from harm and he feels safe until he was an adult he still can feel it until one day he gets into an accident I think he almost got run by a car but someone pushes him and he feels it was the same person(?) who always with him he wanted to thank that person but it wouldn't show up so he tries to jump in his Terrance? and its show up Damn he's so HOT LIKE HOT!! he has a black mask, black hair with a black eyeball I think red eyes I think he's a shadow so that happened he told the guy that he wants to thank him and give him food, and that guy I think he agrees cuz the uke is annoying AND DAMN!!! HE TAKES OFF HIS MASK AND UGGHHH SO HOT, TO SOMEONE WHO READ THIS KNOW WHAT I FEEL RIGHT NOW SO TO SOMEONE READS IT PLEASE I BEG YOU HELP ME!! I LITTERALY CANT SLEEP AND CANT FOCUS RIGHT NOW HAAAH
(づ￣ ³￣)づ PWESE HELP ME ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶