Someone give me pain please

Depends on what you know already - killing stalking and December rain really hit me hard

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/life_senjou_no_bokura/
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https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/17_seito/

[Try these, tho idk if this suits the level of pain that you're looking for lol]

Try reading Timeless melody, it's a Shounen ai, and I'm still crying rn

10 years i loved you the most? I'll put the link. Hope you bawl your eyes out (▰˘◡˘▰)

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/
This is painful I assure you ┗( T﹏T )┛

Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai
Tale of the Yellow Dragon
My Childhood friend was a God (Oneshot)
Welp heres what I remember (=・ω・=)

Thank you everyone for recs rlly helped me out<3 I'm gonna have a fun time crying for sure<33

http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1090460/

http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1103164/

http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/636848/

https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/957720/