Wow. It was precisely because the seme is a dickhead that the kid died. Shawn deserves so much better than asshole Chase. If Chase doesn't like the job his partner does, he can find another partner rather than force him to choose between his job which is literally about saving lives (as was proven when the little kid died because Shawn wasn't there, which Chase continued to bitch, whine and moan about when Shawn, as he had every right to do, felt guilty, and all this without pouring his resentment onto Chase, as Shawn also had every right to do) or his partner. You would think if you're with someone because you love them you would love their job too if it lies at the very core of what they are like it did for Shawn. Guess that Chase really doesn't love Shawn, that he should have broken up with him long ago while admitting that he's just too much of a selfish prick to be with someone who cares about people other than himself and that he was abusive long before he forced himself on Chase so it's no surprise when he finally did. BndF.

i wasted my time, i rlly tried to like it, but all the characters are unlikeable.
the uke is so selfish, he clearly cant commit since he loves his job more than anything, they arent right for each other at all. sure they can fix their issues but only if they fucking talk, but the uke is always an ass.
like i understand he was upset he was the reason the kid got murdered, but why cant he at least text him to tell him he’s ok. and it seems he always does that. he clearly know he’s wrong but never rlly care enough to change for the uke, he pities himself over and over but never do anything. it’s so frustrating and honestly pathetic.
the seme is not any better, he’s violent and rash. why did he punched him or forced himself on the uke?
it could be good if the author didn't rush it and actually make the story make sense.