Each time I reread this, I pity the uke more and more. It's not even about being trapped and manipulated, that fraction of a second when you freak out and look everywhere for someone thinking they are vulnerable because of something you did in the past....that would give me a heart attack. I would rather be oblivious and blind to manipulation than be made to have multiple episodes of that on a daily basis. I despise the seme for it. In a twisted way, I get that this is the only way he can think of to keep the uke around him. However, it's too much to keep making him run around all the time with that frantic look on his face and keep making him seem like an asshole to everyone else when he is a victim. At least the seme is still suffering so there is that. If he was happy, this would have been much shittier
Each time I reread this, I pity the uke more and more. It's not even about being trapped and manipulated, that fraction of a second when you freak out and look everywhere for someone thinking they are vulnerable because of something you did in the past....that would give me a heart attack. I would rather be oblivious and blind to manipulation than be made to have multiple episodes of that on a daily basis.
I despise the seme for it. In a twisted way, I get that this is the only way he can think of to keep the uke around him. However, it's too much to keep making him run around all the time with that frantic look on his face and keep making him seem like an asshole to everyone else when he is a victim. At least the seme is still suffering so there is that. If he was happy, this would have been much shittier